Post published by LimitBreak9

Times has passed and i'm here again, 3 years since my first post i am happily married and have a 7 month old child. when i got married, i was so happy that i would use my marriage as a booster to finally get rid of porn and it worked for a few months, until stress gets in my life, and suddenly im back to my old habits.

"Ill stop watching porn when i get married"
You know when people say they will stop watching porn when they get married? that's bullcrap. all those habits built up over the years cannot be removed overnight. I am very afraid that my addiction will ruin my marriage, but these chemicals on my brain is stronger than that fear that i still watch porn despite the negative consequences. that's how addicted i am.

Don't marry if you will just hurt your spouse.
I am very afraid of my spouse to get hurt. yet every time i tell her i relapsed her heart splits in two.
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John Baur
“If you love Me, keep My commandments.
(John 14:15 NKJV)
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John Baur
For this is the love of God, that we keep His commandments. And His commandments are not burdensome.
I John 5:3 NKJV
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Don Gately
Just remember you can't ever lose completely unless you give up. That situation sounds extremely difficult, but I support your decision to confide in your wife. Have you been to the ARP groups yet?
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Bobcat Bandit
Every single time you have an unwelcome thought, pray if you can. On the spot and out loud. Go into detail with Heavenly Father about something you're really grateful for.
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