Post published by live life trying

setback yesterday during Noon. Watched Sissy stuff, hypno vids. Then PMO'd. Don't know why exactly.
So yes, this is a setback/relapse/reset: whatever you ma call it!

And also no this isn't: maybe it's progress: I thought about it, didn't feel that bad about it. And I also didn't act on the impuse (as in: go away from the computer and act on that urge of self destruction).. I thought more like: Ok, this isn't the end of the world: you had weak moment. Yes you are quit down, with low self esteem. Later that evening I broke that moment and met a girl who looks nice on Tinder, actually talked to her, kept it quit short, and proposed to meet. She agreed and I got her number and she got mine.

Short story short? Maybe this is progress...?
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Foxhole
Hi. How you feel about it? Is it a progress? Or is it just justifying of "war crimes"? Sometimes i ask myself "would my grandma approve this? But i guess it still may be great progress. As long as you keep trying. Good luck
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@Foxhole I don’t know really how I feel about it. I like your comment though, and the analogies you make. We know porn, or dissy porn is a fantasy, and it triggers lust.
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live life trying
And yes: It could be considered a war for the soul, or an internal conflict..
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I don’t ask myself that question, because one I didn’t really know my grandmother (real harsh and horrible impression) and the other one was a good chatolic wife for a a whealthy playboy, so those arent really examples.
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Foxhole
Im glad you like it, thanks. The point is grandma(s) are not as rigid as we think, but they dont approve things that is stupid and bad for us. And im sure no grandma in world wont approve sP. And one grandma advice: be cautious about Tinder.
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Haha. But its a sweet girl, my age who is also insecure.