Post published by jk243
I Feel like I'm defeated. If God said we're free why I still addicted of this sickness. Didn't I pray, fast, read books about it? The more I try; The more I keep failing deeper. I wish I never knew how To masturbate (3 years ago)
Now I'm just hopeless, it feels like all the improvement i made in my life don't worth it. For someone who help others, love To learn like me, I Feel it is undeserved. God blessed me, I'm smart than average, leadership model, but this porn addiction is detroying me. I raised a dragon, I try To remove it but It keeps growing. Please guyz pray for me, I believe in Jesus, I believe He died for me, my life has changed in many areas since, but my porn addiction keep growing. I hate it, but I still watch and enjoy it. Pray for me.