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Relapsed again.......sigh. Every three months it seems. When I stop I always think I'm handing it over but somewhere along the line, I lose my fear of hentai again.
Good luck my friend, don’t give up! Yes, it seems that when we start to feel better, that porn has a tricky way of convincing us that it’s okay to look at it again. Eventually we all get challenged again. Hope you coming back and get back on track right away
I’ve had a thousand Day Ones but I’ve also gotten some time: just get back up on the horse my friend. Good luck!
Glad your talkin about it bro. Ive had almost two years before. I get the feeling. But its one day at a time. The feelings of regret and shame will pass!!
Thanks, everyone. 72 hours, back on track again. This is a lot trickier for me than alcohol (ten years not a drop). A lot more deceptive. For one thing getting inTOXICated, obviously, is not a natural and healthy desire. The desire to have sex is. In a relapse, it's hard to keep sight of the fact that porn is not a replacement or substitute for sex. It's a mind twister and its own monster. It's also intoxication and 72 hours later when I close my eyes the images keep playing over and over. I look at people in a different, weird way and find it hard to feel proud of myself. Porn has a nasty hangover. And it is a drug. ODAAT
I hear ya. I completley trigger the compulsion that i have when drinking and using whenever i start to watch porn and act out in the same way that i would with drugs, but at the same time sex is a natural desire. Porn totally fucks up your point of veiw on sex. Glad your here dude really! I picked up 5 yrs sober in august(drugs and alcohol) today is day 27 porn sober