Post published by goodguy1225
No P for almost a year and only 1 M slip up but it wasn’t to P.
However, I still have this desire to go on cam for guys. I know this is deeply rooted in a lack of self confidence and my egos need for attention and to feel wanted. It also stems from a place of loneliness. The desire to have someone to chat with when I’m by myself. Even knowing all this I still have it in my head that it might be okay to do. My brain keeps reminding me of how good those times were and how down in the dumps I feel right now.