Post published by goodguy1225

No P for almost a year and only 1 M slip up but it wasn’t to P.

However, I still have this desire to go on cam for guys. I know this is deeply rooted in a lack of self confidence and my egos need for attention and to feel wanted. It also stems from a place of loneliness. The desire to have someone to chat with when I’m by myself. Even knowing all this I still have it in my head that it might be okay to do. My brain keeps reminding me of how good those times were and how down in the dumps I feel right now.
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I'm in the same place! Gave up P and it was great, but still wanted to cam, and now I found I get the same high from camming and flirting with men online and realize I have to stop if I want to get on with my life.