Post published by frogs2345
I just feel hopeless. I can't get past more than a few days. And then I end up shaking like crazy trying to resist after that. I have no faith in myself to even follow what God tells me. I just feel empty inside. PMO isn't even pleasurable anymore. It just stops the ache for a while. I feel like my faith isn't there anymore when it comes to affecting my life. Sure, for other people, I will pray and blessings pour out on them, and I rejoice. But for myself I don't feel worthy and I feel like I never see it happen in my life. I feel like whatever I ask is never right or that God won't answer me.