All my sexual desires are concentrated from now on to one innocent thing... It's like heroine or sth, as I had chance for a lot of years to not face old fetishes and I developed desire to this tiny thing. And sometimes I say to me I can defeat all of them but not this.
But now I am reading Psycho-Cybernetics and try to develop this "I can overcome all obstacles no matter what" inside myself, to make it part of me. When I will tame this thing, then I probably will get a peak on NoFap.
I have a fetish to which I want to cry... But I need to be strong... If I will remain without this shit - I can do anything in life.
God, please help me. I've never given up the idea to stop this thing. But somehow after the long succeeding period full of happiness
You need to convince yourself and reprogram yourself that porn is evil. There are many sources on just nofap.com You can do this :)
I am so sorry sweetheart. This is only a tiny part of you. You are a generous, big-hearted + loving person. We see that when you don't Hard and sad as it is, it’s up to you alone to make your life wonderful, just like it’s been up to you to make it this far. I know it will be, dear friend <3
I have a woman wearing socks fetish... And it is incredibly strong, every other seems disappeared, only this left. There is something psychological in this phenomena... Maybe cause it seems innocent and you can always see it in streets and everyelse... and its quite sublimation of the earlier things.. as if leaning back to the womb.
I am weird af but spend 2 hours in instagram... I got a new phone and there is no blocks in it and old bad habits are coming back. :D I think I need to succeed mindfully now.
Never told this to anyone, a little bit relieved now. So strong that I want even to cry when seeing that fetish. Weird :(
Your promises, they look like lies Your honesty, like a back that hides a knife I promise you, I promise you I am finally free
At this moment 100% sure that it's over. But then somehow will come that self-hatred and induced desires and... we'll see.
I am sad, but still, what a beautiful thing is not to PMO. Thank goodness. I strongly believe that this year I will end this addiction. ;)
Relapsed. Just didnt expect that it will be so bad, i am triggered. 1) Holidays, don't know where to transmute this sexual energy
ok, i was just irritated by everything. i started to hate those books, people in the city, and so on and so on.. I really want to study medicine again but this silly holidahys....
