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My greatest fear in life is living alone and dealing with the world by myself..

Saw an assortment of numbers yesterday.. 11:11,12:12,5:55. I see a repeated one such as 12:21..

Day 02. Disturbing dreams last night. Allot of stress yesterday, so go figure.

Looks like I’ll stay in bed all day

Absolutely no energy today. Kind of a crummy day out side which doesn’t add to it.

Last night I had dreamt like I tamed a Liger/Lion type beast. Not sure what this meant. Zoids or either Napoleon Dynamite.

Would you rather be depressed then sub you're emotions with PMO?

Relapsed this afternoon. Again I feel as if I'm a failure and unworthy...

Listening to Ab subliminals for two day's and seeing some definition. They really do work..

Completed a meditational Ambience track today. I will share in my journal later.

今日はすべてが良いです..

今日君ならできる!

私が来た.

Life seems so fucking dim right now. I'm not successful neither maintaining my job right now due to health issues.. ごめ

Let’s see what happens when I have a schedule today. Relapsed last night..

Almost my witching hours. 2-4pm..

My memory in language learning is troubled.. I know half of the Japanese alphabet, sayings, Can pick up stuff while watching Anime.

Edged this morning.. Leg's are sore from my 5 mile jog yesterday, gluts, and waste.. Really want to focus on recovering today.

Will produce Peak Time Techno today.. Sound's are starting to sound more fun to work with. I was getting excited yesterday for a Synth.

Rainy day, time to be productive and not a slump.