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1zer0p
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1zer0p

Fapstronaut, Male, 17, from Philippines

Curiosity begets one's demise. Apr 29, 2023

1zer0p was last seen:
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    1. 1zer0p
      1zer0p
      Curiosity begets one's demise.
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    2. 1zer0p
      1zer0p
      The pleasure so high brings the lowest of woes in just one night.
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    3. 1zer0p
      1zer0p
      I've killed myself once again, mid month passed away so fast, but saw myself once again as a person who crashed.
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    4. 1zer0p
      1zer0p
      Keep learning, keep on improving.
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        That's the way to go! Have a good one
        Jan 14, 2023
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    5. 1zer0p
      1zer0p
      I am tired, sleepless night, full of nothing but a lonely sight, I am tired.
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        Hello mate, how are you feeling?
        Jan 12, 2023
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      3. 1zer0p
        1zer0p
        I don't know, I got too many things to do from school and family problems to sold. It's super hard to keep up with everything ever since I relapsed due to stress in December, I honestly don't know yet, but one thing is true I don't wanna fuck and kill myself over and over again that doesn't mean I'm fine though.
        Jan 12, 2023
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      4. 1zer0p
        1zer0p
        sold* solve
        Jan 12, 2023
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    6. 1zer0p
      1zer0p
      I've accomplished the unreasonable, I don't like this feat, I want humility. Their toxicity saps into me, will I able to stay sane at here.
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      3. 1zer0p
        1zer0p
        You'll continue to pursue that goal of some sort, since you don't believe in what feat you have done. You're dissatisfied, so you desire for improvement, if you're humble enough.
        Nov 13, 2022
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      4. 1zer0p
        1zer0p
        But the thing is that feat go over my head uncontrollably and now I'm stuck now, I felt now I am undeserving that I have done it, that many people deserved it more than me.
        Nov 13, 2022
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      5. 1zer0p
        1zer0p
        I just dont know how to take in positive things, since I'm too used receiving the toxicity of the people around me.
        Nov 13, 2022
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    7. 1zer0p
      1zer0p
      Almost 1 month in, I'm slowly losing my identity, I need balance, I need stability, will someone stop helping me and leave me alone?
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      2. 1zer0p
        1zer0p
        Just for a moment I need to feel accomplished aloneness
        Sep 23, 2022
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    8. 1zer0p
      1zer0p
      CAN YOU STOP FUCKING WITH MY HEAD
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      2. Fantasia
        Fantasia
        Who?
        Sep 17, 2022
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      3. 1zer0p
        1zer0p
        nothing someone just sent a shitty message
        Sep 17, 2022
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      4. 1zer0p
        1zer0p
        and ruin my night
        Sep 17, 2022
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    9. 1zer0p
      1zer0p
      "Do I deserve to be this happy?" is what I continuously think everytime they and I make this soul happy, its unreal, its undeserving for me
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      2. 1zer0p
        1zer0p
        yet here I am giggling and at the verge of screaming "KYAAAAHHH!!" like a girl, haha so fucking stupid, why I am becoming stupid, I dont like this kind of unraveling and revealing, F*VK WHY I AM SO DRAMATIC
        Sep 16, 2022
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    10. 1zer0p
      1zer0p
      I will change, not that the situation tells me to, but as I am now doing the same thing is boring..i wanted to give myself and them a chance
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      2. 1zer0p
        1zer0p
        ugh still so edgy
        Sep 16, 2022
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    11. 1zer0p
      1zer0p
      3rd week school work, countless of exhausted hours, got no time to feel shit about person stuff.
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    12. 1zer0p
      1zer0p
      Self piteous was I all wanted and I missed it much, but I want to change, sorry and forgive me, I need to left you behind..
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    13. 1zer0p
      1zer0p
      2nd week all I decided to change, the people whos with me, who tries to be friend with me, I don't wanna let them hanging.
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    14. 1zer0p
      1zer0p
      been almost a month, 1st week was unexceptionally hard was chasing my own validation
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    15. 1zer0p
      1zer0p
      countless night, may I fright, scared if that light, shall be unsight: 3weeks of shitty sleep schedule
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      1zer0p
      Tired, so tired I might died. To this day, my end is neigh, it may decay, will stray but no matter what I will live to see another day!!
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    17. 1zer0p
      1zer0p
      Displeased to pleased, withdrawals that never ceased, will you give me a fucking break please???
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        Who is 'you'? It's you. Your brain. You can learn to control yourself.
        Sep 10, 2022
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    18. 1zer0p
      1zer0p
      "Isn't the moon lovely?" 'no, just let me sleep!!'
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    19. 1zer0p
      1zer0p
      Barely two 'weeks' in and you already look like you want me dead! You're getting worked up over nothing. You've changed..you're getting weak
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        1zer0p
        My intrusive urges be like:
        Sep 4, 2022
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    20. 1zer0p
      1zer0p
      "...lonely as a man without loOOoovBee"
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    Gender:
    Male
    Birthday:
    Sep 28, 2006 (Age: 17)
    Location:
    Philippines
    Occupation:
    Student
    Journal Thread Link:
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    Preferred Pronouns:
    He / Him / His
    It's been a while since I last touch this forum. Anyway it's been months since my 8 months retention that progressively become more and more crappy till I relapsed months ago, and been recovering since. I'm at almost 2 weeks streak now I think, well can't really think much of it, life sucks and I wanna improve so badly to tolerate it badness and perhaps I'll get a ideal quiet life in woods with one friend or someone. I'm grade 11 now :)