Alex Leitch

Fapstronaut, Male, 55, from Perth Western Australia

Failing or succeeding, I will continue to post here, encouraging others and sharing with my Accountability Partners. Apr 5, 2018

Alex Leitch was last seen:: Jun 15, 2022

1. Neon Genesis Evangelion
  Hey Alex, how are you?Just been trying to get in touch.
  
  Oct 28, 2022
2. vxlccm
  How goes 2019?
  
  Feb 15, 2019
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3. Alex Leitch
  Failing or succeeding, I will continue to post here, encouraging others and sharing with my Accountability Partners.
  
  Apr 5, 2018
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  2. Deleted Account
    Elite mentality. Thank you.
    
    Apr 5, 2018
    
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4. Alex Leitch
  Its a mighty fight to change. It feels like giving up my best (and only) friend (and lover). Im back to day ZERO. Its a fight
  
  Apr 1, 2018
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  2. StraightEdge3616
    I'm sorry man. I know the feeling all too well but I know you can do it.
    
    Apr 1, 2018
    
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  3. Alex Leitch
    The call (a biological desire) is hard to overcome. My attraction is to the feminine. Ive tried simply going back to pictures (as opposed to porn clips). Possibly thats a step forward. I will not lose heart. I will keep fighting. But I want to be 100% honest. IF NOT HERE then where?
    
    Apr 1, 2018
    
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5. Deleted Account
  Have you been to Sydney?
  
  Mar 30, 2018
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    YES mate I have - I saw the Pope there for World Youth Day. I celebrated Holy Communion with 500,000 people. That was amazing. I cried for the joy of that moment.
    
    Mar 30, 2018
    
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6. Alex Leitch
  Thanks for being with me today fellow fighters. I sometimes give myself too hard a time for failing. Your love and support strengthens me.
  
  Mar 30, 2018
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7. Alex Leitch
  For me to return to Porn I must forget all of you and God (even if just briefly). The more I remember my support in you the stronger I am
  
  Mar 30, 2018
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8. Alex Leitch
  Another great day. Balanced medication, a good sleep. Went for a walk with a dog (12km). No porn use. Very much loving the support here.
  
  Mar 29, 2018
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  2. StraightEdge3616
    Great job Alex!
    
    Mar 29, 2018
    
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9. Alex Leitch
  The last two days have been good. I feel strong in accepting my vulnerability. I appreciate the support Ive been getting. THANK YOU.
  
  Mar 28, 2018
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10. Alex Leitch
  Loneliness warped into Adam's sexual addiction. Eve (just as alone) said "Adam, flesh of my flesh and bone of my bone too - is it me?'.
  
  Mar 25, 2018
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    Eve to Adam "when you look at me, do you see the image and likeness of God? Do you see your self looking back at your self reciprocating love"?
    
    Adam to Eve "who told us we were naked? Where does all this shame come from"? It blinds me to our true beauty. Remember when we first set eyes on each other? We felt such love. Such attraction to each other. Where does it go? How do we get it back"?
    
    Mar 26, 2018
    
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  4. Roady
    I'm glad God send us the second Adam: Jesus Christ to open the door back to God! Have a Good Friday and a Happy Easter!!
    
    Mar 26, 2018
    
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    You too Roady - Happy Resurrection Day, even death could not hold Him in the grave.
    
    Mar 27, 2018
    
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11. Alex Leitch
  Adam, in a perfect Garden, "walking with God" was alone. A longing within unfulfilled. God said "It is not good for the man to be alone".
  
  Mar 25, 2018
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12. Alex Leitch
  2pm Sunday. Lots of insecurity in my life. Lots of decisions to make to counter instability. Went back to porn just now for comfort.
  
  Mar 25, 2018
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  2. Arohamystic
    Sorry to hear that bro. What could you do next time when you feel anxious so that you avoid porn?
    
    Mar 25, 2018
    
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    There is a direct link between feelings of low self worth and the immediate high I get from porn. There is no denying this relationship. Porn is form of comfort. The women and their sex is a surrogate relationship.
    
    Mar 25, 2018
    
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13. Alex Leitch
  Just got home. Empty house. Porn usage ??? - NOT TODAY. I'm not here alone. YOU are all with me. We are strong. We can do this NoFap.
  
  Mar 24, 2018
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  2. Arohamystic
    Yes! We are all in this together - helping each other!
    
    Mar 24, 2018
    
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14. Alex Leitch
  I faced a great deal of temptation yesterday, but you are all here with me, struggling with me. It made a huge difference. Thank YOU
  
  Mar 23, 2018
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  2. Arohamystic
    Amen! Support is so important!
    
    Mar 23, 2018
    
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  3. Roady
    Yes. That's what we 're doing it for.
    
    Mar 23, 2018
    
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15. Alex Leitch
  SEEKING reviews or other's experiences of the PRIVATE Messaging platform. IS IT SECURE?
  
  Mar 22, 2018
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  2. vxlccm
    It's not public. It's not "secure" because you're trusting a) the NoFap site and b) the other party to not doxx you. Take precautions. But, we're a trustworthy crowd :)
    
    Mar 22, 2018
    
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  3. Alex Leitch
    Thanks mate - the sexual nature of the topics makes me very wary of who I am talking with, and what I talk about.
    
    Mar 23, 2018
    
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16. Alex Leitch
  I sometimes think I am a hopeless case. But I have never thought WE are a hopeless case. There is hope, faith and love in Community......
  
  Mar 22, 2018
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17. Alex Leitch
  A MIGHTY "THANK YOU" for many warm welcomes, likes, encouraging comments and new supportive and empathetic friends. I tip my hat to you...
  
  Mar 21, 2018
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  2. vxlccm
    This place is simply amazing. Alexander et al have done a momentous, commendable thing.
    
    Mar 22, 2018
    
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18. Skywalker127
  let's do this brother! Faithful to Him who is ever-faithful!
  
  Mar 21, 2018
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  2. Alex Leitch
    We find our selves completely in love with Jesus. That divine love never shoves the truth in our faces. Never mocks or sneers when we tip our hand to show we were bluffing the whole game. A divine love that "leads us to water, and leads us to drink but does not leave us to drown". God's love is faithful
    
    Mar 22, 2018
    
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19. Alex Leitch
  I mean "NoFap". "NoFab" is an anti fabulous site - ha ha ha ha
  
  Mar 21, 2018
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    Haha
    
    Mar 21, 2018
    
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20. Alex Leitch
  9.00 am - I woke this morning to two dogs barking my name, a strong desire to pray and a heart filled with NoFab likes, and comments..
  
  Mar 21, 2018
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  2. Alex Leitch
    Correction "NoFap" NOT "NoFab" -
    
    Mar 21, 2018
    
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  3. Arohamystic
    It's great that you have a desire to pray, brother!
    
    Mar 21, 2018
    
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Gender:

Male

Birthday:

Mar 7, 1968 (Age: 55)

Location:

Perth Western Australia

Occupation:

Musician - acoustic guitar and vocals

My avatar image is of my first dog "Blackie" he died at age 14 when I was 14. I am now 50. The usage of Blackie's image is to invoke a lyric from the Daniel Amos song "Grace Is The Smell Of Rain" as the singer sings "but old dogs learn new tricks where the rain is falling". Porn usage and masturbation is an old trick for me. But the band Daniel Amos's lead singer and song writer (Terry Scott Taylor) plays on the saying "you can't teach an old dog new tricks". By the grace of God, Terry believes "old dogs lean new tricks" if they can see that "grace is the smell of rain". This means when you are expecting the fire of judgement and all you get is rain then "grace is the smell of rain". It is by grace that I hope to learn new tricks. To become new again. To reclaim my sexual innocence.
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