Recent content by Always Keep Going

It's nothing but substance. there are no real people involved, just mechanical motor objects with names. flesh that makes carnal gestures to bring you into a dreamy state. it's all artificial. you feel paralyzed/addicted because fixing your gaze at erotic postures is deeply rooted in the...

heh, so much derision is thrown at English teachers these days... but you're right, they can be pretty nasty at times, its very likely that most of them have signed pacts to make life harder for interested students... making leisure activities an unnecessary rigmarole of naming meter, reading...

it's a difficult route, even those who have rebooted may not have truly learned how to properly quit. It takes reflection, deep reasoning, isolation, and the bearing of the pangs of exercising your will and smothering the voice inside of you that reaches for the lesser good. I hope one day I'll...

became a classic consumerist for a while, I had wilfully accepted to watch shows with a friend that featured prurient content, not thinking it would be big of a deal considering my long streak and developed maturity. Among other things, I just let my guard down. It was crass and within the fleet...

A few distinguished messages / verses circling in my mind right now. I am not as muddled as I thought I would be.. though a bit sourly disappointed because I really thought I had it down this time. As dark as these times are, this recent failure has led me to believe there really is some...

Three months won't completely atone for all of that time and effort used to get yourself such a short, licentious "high." Maybe a year of pure 'focusing within the moment,' challenged meditation, *true* abstinence (in both thought, expressed as doing your best to forget all things sexual, and...

Generation Loss The mind, as it be, a receptacle of ill thoughts A palace of seedy intentions All pointing to fragmentation and a bitter loss of all, A loss of identity, of will, of thought. They lay placid in a sea of inaction, Thinking to themselves, But never thinking to others. Considering...

This shit is not above me. I am the final arbiter of all the thoughts that circulate my mind. I need no drug no influence to practice an unstinting discipline. I need nothing else besides conscious awareness to develop myself, even in a room of darkness or a milieu of consumer shamelessness...

^ I am too. Wonder if he still circulates the site...

The day is nearing its close, and I have to depart for sleep soon- that means I cannot offer a complete exegesis on my development and progression during the preceding three months, though I plan to in the near future. In this thread, I will not offer an extensive collection of benefits that I...

Adding on to what others have advised above, be open and pliant with the idea of growth. Do not believe in a single frame and figure things out on your own. Listening to what others forward you to do and determining how willing you are to reach betterment through what they have to say is an...

There comes a point where you realize that you’re no longer following the path of forebearance, and just beginning to count days for a sense of pride. If you’re done with the addiction, and you have recognized some higher value in life that you staunchly commit to, I see little meaning in...

The most valuable of advice. If you feel as though you're not improving in due time, maybe consider changing your frame of view and approach, maybe ensure that you have the right mindset/quality of mind (meditate for the sake of clarity, for instance). Having these misgivings of yourself only...

~50 days. Never felt better. Expressing sexual energy through unhealthy means is poison for the mind. Since, at that point, it only becomes a matter of obtaining rapture from something so primal and outgrown. There comes a time when you just have to let it go and understand that you're more than...

Yes, an unchecked ego can be a source of depression, which masturbation promotes. I recently just slipped up and am having to deal with drowsiness and some slight amount of such depression. It's as if instantly, from the first second you revert back to old habits, that you begin to realize the...