AModernMiroku

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The Advent Season will limit my presence here; message me directly if you should have need of me. God bless. Nov 28, 2021

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1. AModernMiroku
  The Advent Season will limit my presence here; message me directly if you should have need of me. God bless.
  
  Nov 28, 2021
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    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mqWT9oE6EUk&ab_channel=ClamaviDeProfundis
    
    Nov 28, 2021
    
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  3. AModernMiroku
    "Ero cras", "Tomorrow, I will be [there]." https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/O_Antiphons
    
    Nov 28, 2021
    
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2. AModernMiroku
  I am alright--actually, arguably quite good!--but I seem to be in a kind of emotional & "always triggered" slump. Rant over.
  
  Nov 27, 2021
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  2. Redemptionisrequired
    Embrace those emotions, my friend! Do not resist them, as they will linger and strengthen. Get to know those emotions, with a neutral gaze. You'll see them quickly fizzle away, by bringing them into awareness, acknowledgment and acceptance.
    
    Nov 29, 2021
3. One Eyed Owl
  hug
  
  Nov 22, 2021
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4. AModernMiroku
  DAY 315 / WEEK 45: DeVotchKa's "How It Ends": https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pfi1UQ_PKQI
  
  Nov 21, 2021
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5. AModernMiroku
  "Let us no longer be discouraged by trials and disappointments..." [long-ish quote, continued in comments]
  
  Nov 20, 2021
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    "They will be so much the greater and deeper according as God calls us higher. Wherefore this law? Because it is the way by which Jesus passed; and the more we wish to remain united to Him, the more we ought to resemble Him in the deepest and innermost of His mysteries."
    
    Nov 20, 2021
    
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    -Bl. Abbot Columba Marmion, O.S.B.
    
    Nov 20, 2021
    
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    https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Columba_Marmion
    
    Nov 20, 2021
    
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6. AModernMiroku
  Lately, the days have been difficult.
  
  Nov 16, 2021
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  3. Cirilla
    In the beautiful words of St Paul, that I am sure you know: "I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do." (Romans 7:15 and following) A quote that has been fascinating me for years! Even saints have doubts. We're all human :)
    
    Nov 18, 2021
    
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  4. Cirilla
    At any rate, I really admire your approach and mindset, and you are a model of resilience to me. Know that your efforts are not in vain! Bless you!
    
    Nov 18, 2021
    
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  5. Redemptionisrequired
    We are in this together my friends.
    
    Nov 18, 2021
    
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7. AModernMiroku
  DAY 308 / WEEK 44: Skyward Sword soundtrack, "Ballad of the Goddess"...backwards: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kvnu3syrbYU
  
  Nov 14, 2021
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8. AModernMiroku
  A simple tune for yesterday: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NMJGZTzRgmk
  
  Nov 8, 2021
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  2. Cirilla
    catchy!
    
    Nov 8, 2021
    
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9. AModernMiroku
  DAY 301 / WEEK 43: I cannot really think of a musical selection at the moment. Perhaps later? Alas.
  
  Nov 7, 2021
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10. AModernMiroku
  I am feeling grateful for you all! I will take you & your prayers with me to the chapel tonight. The NoFap community shall be in my heart!
  
  Nov 6, 2021
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11. AModernMiroku
  Late to the punch, but here it is: "Dies Irae" https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vj7R9LeiJPE
  
  Nov 3, 2021
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12. AModernMiroku
  DAY 294 / WEEK 42: Theme from Mercenaries 2. It maintains the spirit of how I feel about porn. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dEbE3fGfF-o
  
  Oct 31, 2021
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  2. AModernMiroku
    -I enjoyed the first game better.
    -This song was chosen in context of my terrible near-relapse of a week. "So now it's over for you [PMO]!"
    
    Oct 31, 2021
    
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13. AModernMiroku
  Thank you all for the support! God bless!
  
  Oct 27, 2021
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14. AModernMiroku
  I feel miserable. Context: https://forum.nofap.com/index.php?threads/life-is-worth-living-a-recovery-journal.300813/page-32#post-3174275
  
  Oct 26, 2021
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  3. AModernMiroku
    If I find a quote, I will place it here. But I have not time for it. It was a quote by St. Teresa of Avila wherein she basically says that she will not stop on the road of perfection, even should she die on the road or should the very world dissolve beneath her feet...
    
    Oct 28, 2021
    
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  4. Redemptionisrequired
    We're only human after all, flawed as we are, we learn as we go. You had an important lesson, don't waste it and come up with a game plan to immediately change the direction of your trigger. As for St. Teresa of Avila, a very powerful individual indeed. Let whatever quote you choose shake you to the very core, to get you back on track in times of resistance.
    
    Oct 29, 2021
    
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  5. One Eyed Owl
    I'll be praying for you Mr. Miroku
    
    Oct 29, 2021
    
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15. AModernMiroku
  DAY 287 / WEEK 41: Another musical selection from an anime opening. Alas, sorry. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YHMpso3xkeQ
  
  Oct 24, 2021
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    Yet, it hails from a great series. This particular series also showcased a strong, female lead without ruining said female lead.
    
    Oct 24, 2021
    
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16. One Eyed Owl
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  Oct 23, 2021
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17. AModernMiroku
  DAY 280 / WEEK 40: A late musical posting. It came up in discussion. Sun Kil Moon's "Heron Blue" https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6I2NUYf3efQ
  
  Oct 17, 2021
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  3. AModernMiroku
    I mean, to my understanding, Viggo did actually sing this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OvnFBIQCE5c
    
    Oct 17, 2021
    
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  4. GrandPasNewMan
    Wow yes he actually sounds like Vigo Mortensen. Congratulations for the 280 days !
    
    Oct 18, 2021
    
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  5. Redemptionisrequired
    I agree, there's a strong similarity in their tone of voice. Well done on your accomplishment of 280 days!
    
    Oct 18, 2021
    
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18. AModernMiroku
  This week has been very difficult. Please pray for me if you have a moment. Thanks in advance!
  
  Oct 15, 2021
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  2. One Eyed Owl
    I will be praying for you Mr. Miroku
    
    Oct 15, 2021
    
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19. AModernMiroku
  DAY 273 / WEEK 39: Ave Maris Stella, chant: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TacNIbmDZ4s
  
  Oct 10, 2021
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20. AModernMiroku
  Happy 450th Anniversary of the Battle of Lepanto! Our Lady of the Rosary, Our Lady of Victory, ora pro nobis!
  
  Oct 7, 2021
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