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Fapstronaut, Male, from Europe
yesterday I relapsed again.I believed this crazy trap. I already screw it so why not do it again.I feel I have no strength to overcome this Oct 3, 2016
- Ashman was last seen:
- Oct 5, 2016
Hey, I am Ashman. Obviously it is not my real name. I picked this name because it is a saying in my country, when you do something bad you should put ashes on your head. It came from Bible tradition.
I feel like that overtime when I do stupidity about my sexual behaviors. I deal with masturbation, porn and for last year and half I used to web chat with other people, because porn was not real enough. It is not about that I don't have opportunity to find person to have sex with, it is like different page of sex. I feel that I need this.
I tried million times to quit watching porn. My longest time was nine months without it.
I tried quit masturbation, I guess longest time was for one month.
And with this webchating - three months.
I really in the end with my hope, so I am trying this webpage and community.