Ashman
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Ashman

Fapstronaut, Male, from Europe

yesterday I relapsed again.I believed this crazy trap. I already screw it so why not do it again.I feel I have no strength to overcome this Oct 3, 2016

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    1. Ashman
      Ashman
      yesterday I relapsed again.I believed this crazy trap. I already screw it so why not do it again.I feel I have no strength to overcome this
      1. I Free I and DBug like this.
      2. inigo.montoya
        inigo.montoya
        Yes you have. You didn't find it yet
        Oct 3, 2016
      3. DBug
        DBug
        But you will.
        Oct 3, 2016
      4. I Free I
        I Free I
        its all good . start a new day and keep pushing !
        Oct 3, 2016
    2. Ashman
      Ashman
      After ten days relapse again...too much wine last night...lets stand up a try again...
    3. Ashman
      Ashman
      DAY 3 - I am doing okay today. I still feel demotivated after last relapsing...I need to take some more strength for next fight...
    4. Ashman
      Ashman
      I am back...I am giving myself second chance. It is somehow harder to stand up again after relapsing...
      1. Caped Crusader
        Caped Crusader
        Don't give up. You seem dedicated to succeeding and that is half of the battle. You can do this.
        Sep 24, 2016
      2. Ashman
        Ashman
        thanks
        Sep 25, 2016
    5. Ashman
      Ashman
      I am sorry for not being active ere or on touch, I've been super busy at work and tired, what costs me relapse three days in row, sorry
    6. Ashman
      Ashman
      I relapsed...sorry
      1. WhatDoYouWantForLife likes this.
      2. bearbones
        bearbones
        Why?
        Sep 19, 2016
      3. Lone_Wolf
        Lone_Wolf
        Was it because you actively looked at P or a P-sub? That's my weakness.
        Regardless, just don't worry that you fell. Learn from it and stand back up.
        Sep 19, 2016
      4. WhatDoYouWantForLife
        WhatDoYouWantForLife
        Lift your spirits, take no prisoners and reflect on what it is you truly want Ashman.
        Sep 19, 2016
    7. Ashman
      Ashman
      day 9 - almost the end, I am going to bed - busy weekend and another two says of being without PMO...urges are crazy...
    8. Ashman
      Ashman
      Day 7, super tired...I am trying to stay busy with no time for PMO
    9. Ashman
      Ashman
      Almost day 7, I am super horny, I have wood for hours in the morning, not even able to go to restroom...it makes me crazy
    10. Ashman
      Ashman
      day 6 and half....tired, but happy
    11. Ashman
      Ashman
      I feel even more turn on after sport. I am alone at home, tired and super horny...if somebody have free time, give me company here, please
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      2. Jilloy
        Jilloy
        Go out alone if no one has time. It will take a great deal of confidence. Who knows maybe you will meet the love of your life. Get out of that comfortzone. Once you are outside, porn can´t reach you.
        Sep 13, 2016
      3. - Ω -
        - Ω -
        Glad you're taking steps to get out of your own head. Evenings are tricky times for me as well.
        Sep 13, 2016
      4. Ashman
        Ashman
        Thanks guys, going to sleep...safe place in dreams
        Sep 13, 2016
    12. Ashman
      Ashman
      Starting day 05...have tennis and badminton today...cann't wait to release some energy...I can feel strong urge day since morning
    13. Ashman
      Ashman
      Day 04...avoiding being home alone helps me...today I am going to make myself tired from tennis
    14. Ashman
      Ashman
      Day 03. I survived-urges today were stronger, but thanks couple guys from here it was much easier. Thanks for you honesty and understanding
      1. SMK and NewLife101 like this.
    15. Ashman
      Ashman
      Started day number 03. I told my friend I started 30 days hardcore mode. It is great to have support not just on website...
      1. - Ω - likes this.
    16. Ashman
      Ashman
      Day number two. I am really excited about NoFap. It is good not not feel alone in your fight and see hope on the way. Thanks guys
      1. NewLife101 likes this.
      2. NewLife101
        NewLife101
        I feel the same way!
        Sep 10, 2016
      3. Ashman
        Ashman
        isn't great you can help somebody just through sharing your experience
        Sep 10, 2016
    17. Ashman
      Ashman
      Very first day for me here on NoFap and very first day again without porn.
      1. IR254, DBug and SMK like this.
      2. DBug
        DBug
        Make it the first of many! Best of luck mate ;)
        Sep 9, 2016
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    Gender:
    Male
    Location:
    Europe
    Hey, I am Ashman. Obviously it is not my real name. I picked this name because it is a saying in my country, when you do something bad you should put ashes on your head. It came from Bible tradition.
    I feel like that overtime when I do stupidity about my sexual behaviors. I deal with masturbation, porn and for last year and half I used to web chat with other people, because porn was not real enough. It is not about that I don't have opportunity to find person to have sex with, it is like different page of sex. I feel that I need this.
    I tried million times to quit watching porn. My longest time was nine months without it.
    I tried quit masturbation, I guess longest time was for one month.
    And with this webchating - three months.
    I really in the end with my hope, so I am trying this webpage and community.

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