Ashman

Fapstronaut, Male, from Europe

yesterday I relapsed again.I believed this crazy trap. I already screw it so why not do it again.I feel I have no strength to overcome this Oct 3, 2016

Ashman was last seen:: Oct 5, 2016

1. Ashman
  yesterday I relapsed again.I believed this crazy trap. I already screw it so why not do it again.I feel I have no strength to overcome this
  
  Oct 3, 2016
  1. I Free I and DBug like this.
  2. inigo.montoya
    Yes you have. You didn't find it yet
    
    Oct 3, 2016
  3. DBug
    But you will.
    
    Oct 3, 2016
  4. I Free I
    its all good . start a new day and keep pushing !
    
    Oct 3, 2016
2. Ashman
  After ten days relapse again...too much wine last night...lets stand up a try again...
  
  Oct 2, 2016
3. Ashman
  DAY 3 - I am doing okay today. I still feel demotivated after last relapsing...I need to take some more strength for next fight...
  
  Sep 25, 2016
4. Ashman
  I am back...I am giving myself second chance. It is somehow harder to stand up again after relapsing...
  
  Sep 24, 2016
  2. Caped Crusader
    Don't give up. You seem dedicated to succeeding and that is half of the battle. You can do this.
    
    Sep 24, 2016
  3. Ashman
    thanks
    
    Sep 25, 2016
5. Ashman
  I am sorry for not being active ere or on touch, I've been super busy at work and tired, what costs me relapse three days in row, sorry
  
  Sep 23, 2016
6. Ashman
  I relapsed...sorry
  
  Sep 19, 2016
  1. WhatDoYouWantForLife likes this.
  2. bearbones
    Why?
    
    Sep 19, 2016
  3. Lone_Wolf
    Was it because you actively looked at P or a P-sub? That's my weakness.
    Regardless, just don't worry that you fell. Learn from it and stand back up.
    
    Sep 19, 2016
  4. WhatDoYouWantForLife
    Lift your spirits, take no prisoners and reflect on what it is you truly want Ashman.
    
    Sep 19, 2016
7. Ashman
  day 9 - almost the end, I am going to bed - busy weekend and another two says of being without PMO...urges are crazy...
  
  Sep 18, 2016
8. Ashman
  Day 7, super tired...I am trying to stay busy with no time for PMO
  
  Sep 16, 2016
9. Ashman
  Almost day 7, I am super horny, I have wood for hours in the morning, not even able to go to restroom...it makes me crazy
  
  Sep 16, 2016
10. Ashman
  day 6 and half....tired, but happy
  
  Sep 15, 2016
11. Ashman
  I feel even more turn on after sport. I am alone at home, tired and super horny...if somebody have free time, give me company here, please
  
  Sep 13, 2016
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  3. Jilloy
    Go out alone if no one has time. It will take a great deal of confidence. Who knows maybe you will meet the love of your life. Get out of that comfortzone. Once you are outside, porn can´t reach you.
    
    Sep 13, 2016
  4. - Ω -
    Glad you're taking steps to get out of your own head. Evenings are tricky times for me as well.
    
    Sep 13, 2016
  5. Ashman
    Thanks guys, going to sleep...safe place in dreams
    
    Sep 13, 2016
12. Ashman
  Starting day 05...have tennis and badminton today...cann't wait to release some energy...I can feel strong urge day since morning
  
  Sep 13, 2016
13. Ashman
  Day 04...avoiding being home alone helps me...today I am going to make myself tired from tennis
  
  Sep 13, 2016
14. Ashman
  Day 03. I survived-urges today were stronger, but thanks couple guys from here it was much easier. Thanks for you honesty and understanding
  
  Sep 11, 2016
  1. SMK and NewLife101 like this.
15. Ashman
  Started day number 03. I told my friend I started 30 days hardcore mode. It is great to have support not just on website...
  
  Sep 11, 2016
  1. - Ω - likes this.
16. Ashman
  Day number two. I am really excited about NoFap. It is good not not feel alone in your fight and see hope on the way. Thanks guys
  
  Sep 10, 2016
  1. NewLife101 likes this.
  2. NewLife101
    I feel the same way!
    
    Sep 10, 2016
  3. Ashman
    isn't great you can help somebody just through sharing your experience
    
    Sep 10, 2016
17. Ashman
  Very first day for me here on NoFap and very first day again without porn.
  
  Sep 9, 2016
  1. IR254, DBug and SMK like this.
  2. DBug
    Make it the first of many! Best of luck mate ;)
    
    Sep 9, 2016
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Hey, I am Ashman. Obviously it is not my real name. I picked this name because it is a saying in my country, when you do something bad you should put ashes on your head. It came from Bible tradition.
I feel like that overtime when I do stupidity about my sexual behaviors. I deal with masturbation, porn and for last year and half I used to web chat with other people, because porn was not real enough. It is not about that I don't have opportunity to find person to have sex with, it is like different page of sex. I feel that I need this.
I tried million times to quit watching porn. My longest time was nine months without it.
I tried quit masturbation, I guess longest time was for one month.
And with this webchating - three months.
I really in the end with my hope, so I am trying this webpage and community.
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