AtomicTango

Castielle was in a few threads I was in and I miss her input now more than ever. Its a real shame she felt like she was being attacked all the time but I cant blame her when people would argue with her over every little thing and take her words out of context.

I see. I hope she spends her days well.

Yeah she was kind :) Let’s just hope she is happy with her life.

fenris will be back, but those guys just left without saying nothing @palindromo

Your urges level up every week, be ready for the Boss fight tho

Where is this from?

It is a speech Galadriel gives to Frodo when he suggests he give the One Ring to her.

Oh, I remember that now. It's been so long since I've read the books, haha. Galadriel is one of my favorite characters in the entire book. She's so mystical and wonderful.

There is definitely a lot to take in and think about when reading Tolkiens work, I am looking forward to reading more of Fellowship, going to get back to it tonight.

Alright. Let me know what you think about as you get further into the book and any thoughts you might have.

I will!

You can do this!

I am sorry pal, this things are sad, but you have showed many times will to power to get back and do it again. One day you will get streak which will be eternal! In the end it is just dopamine craving. Stay mindful and wise! o7

Thank you for the reassurance.

There are many people who experience this. I guess this is issues of our consumer society in a hurry without empathy. Still, I believe one day the world will be a better place.

If you need to talk to someone, I'm here.

Thank you Deku, my problem isnt necessarily about talking to people online, I do that quite a lot. My issue is having literally noone in real life I interact with outside my family. This creates a situation where if online plans go wrong, say, if someone agrees to play an online game then bails, I get extremely annoyed very quickly.

Patience is the key... And you gotta do something productive in those free time when u used to PMO..
Keep working for the better u

and like I'm not really doing NoFap at all. I might not be looking at porn or physically masturbating, but honestly theres not much difference in terms of the effect it has on me, physical relapse may make me feel physically worse but letting my mind me clouded by this shit makes me feel mentally worse over a longer period (2/2)

I'm going to reset my counter to give myself a "clean break" so to speak and take it from there. I seem to be in a low mood independently of my streak and I need to work on that, but I think a lot of my feelings stem from loneliness and a desire for connection, which is doubly hard to get nowadays with all thats been going on. (3/2 lol)

Stay strong and stay positive my friend it will pass ! Btw your avatar made me laugh :D thanks for that

His avatar is creepy as fuck yeah! :)

You are doing much better than me. I always feel like shit after a relapse.

To be honest, I feel bad sometimes as well, especially for maybe 24-36 hours after, but I'm trying not to be overly harsh on myself, it serves no purpose and makes me feel worse. In an ideal world I would never relapse but I'm trying to be pragmatic and look at it like "well I relapsed once in 17 days, thats still 16 where I didnt"