Yea its called getting hyper horny, there was a wikipedia page i read on it, "hands off masturbation" i think it was called.
It kinda works like a muscle, its super hard to do it at the start but after the first time you'll know how to repeat yourself and it'll become easier.
For me...
You'd be a hypocrite for eating steak and feeling bad for killing animals yourself. look into the meat industry <-(one of the many videos about it)
The way i see it is there is an extremely negative energy connected to killing anything for no reason, and the fact is eating animals is...
A few thoughts as I read this:
You aren't happy in your current environment. You don't see any improvement in yourself because you are removing your porn addiction without changing your environment. You will just be contributing to your unhappiness by not allowing yourself that little moment...
A girl being your reason to live? Sure whatever makes you feel better. But you'll probably find a girl who is addicted to attention, that's never good.
I know when your little there's a lot of need for protection, but we're talking about addiction, that comes when you can think for yourself. Basically, I would argue that my parents telling me why porn was bad never effected me. But if i ever loved somebody who was effected negatively by it...
We live in broken world, sheltering him from it won't do him any good. He gets to decide to be a positive influence on this world or not. I was home schooled by my Christian parents, and started porn at the age of 10. I was sheltered, I didn't know anything about the real world I had only heard...
if you are looking for motivation i cannot recommend "Les Miserables" enough. It has the two greatest examples of what it means to be a man in any book i've ever read. even just read the first 4chapters and you'll see what i mean :P
actually, science says not relapsing would of kept your mind more focused during the test. There is a reason professional athletes aren't allowed to have sex before games
For me:
Day of slip up = self loathing/disconnection from reality
Day after = normal range of emotions no real serous urges
Day 3 = urges return at night or anytime I'm alone
Day 4 = urges increase in strength especially when I'm alone followed by emotional swings
Day 5 = massive emotional...