Baledoz

Back on the horse! :)

Yeeeee-HAW!

stay blessed!

We all go throigh bad phases, I find the same - off the back of a decent streak Im a broken man and down for several days. But dont give up! Write down everything you have learned and all your feeling and emotions and use it to push you forward. I find making little life changes help me alot when re-starting :). You can win this war!

Thank you @Peace467. I really need to start the habit of writing since i am so lazy to do it..

Its hard to get into the habit :), but just 5 mins a day can be really helpful to get stuff off your chest (or atleast I find). Its only recently Ive been able to do it with any consistency, the little victories add up :)!

Make sure you never do that again. Phone in bedroom ain't a good idea during initial days of rebooting :)

possibly leave the phone in the car tonight

Keep fighting! Me too tomorrow is the new beginning !

feel sorry for that! :( but! there is hope! :) Alhamdulillah! :) ask ALLAH for forgiveness truly! :) May u suceed and cure well! Ameen! :)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AgXPYQk9zgE

Insya Allah brother Insya Allah :)

Get a hold of yourself man... You know deep inside that it's all a bunch of BS...
You need to take yourself more seriously... Practice more self love...
That's how you get things done... Shallow motivations don't last long enough...
Develop your own self...
You are capable of doing it...
Stop being your own victim and aggressor!!!

Thanks for the advice man. Wish we all will reach the top of our own Everest

may u succeed and cure well! :) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m-tBT8xVg0k

Thank you brother, i really should started to read The Holy Quran again..it is been such a long time since i read it and how it made my spiritual life became so dry

May Allah makes it easy for u.. :) may ur heart become the reservoir of peace.. ameen

What happened mate?
Make sure you go out somewhere and don't get into chaser effect.
Pick yourself up and start again. We all believe in you ;))

Yeah man i started my auto pilot mode because i didn't get enough sleep and excersice...now i am in my day 2, wish me luck buddy. Thanks for your support Kumar

The pain and regret of relapsing is always depressing. Don't be so harsh on yourself.
You are a man and a great person buddy. And man learns from his mistakes. He fixes voids in life and gets up again to fight the devil. It may have won over you but you gotto fight to win over it. All the best ! Start again. Hope you set up a big streak and I get to read your success story ;))

Thank you so much for your support man