Batty Belfry

Batty Belfry · Jul 24, 2026

As of writing this, I'm 296 days w/out MO. Had a 3-day on-and-off bender of watching and edging to P. Lost sensation in erection, probably Death Grip. Rebooting, not a reset. Life gets heavy, it can take more away from you than it gives. That's when you ask for a stronger back. Stay strong. 7/24/2026

Batty Belfry · Apr 27, 2025

I went cold turkey for 223 days, then relapsed. Good news is, I average half a year to a year of abstinence. My recovery, mental and physical, has improved due to this. I see the path and I will walk it. 4/27/2025

Batty Belfry · Apr 18, 2024

Almost 4 months straight then stress. Restarting and staying on the good path. 4/18/2024

Batty Belfry · Dec 18, 2023

I have reset the challenge as of yesterday. Forward is the right direction. Discipline, patience, and commitment now. Getting more sleep too

Batty Belfry · Dec 17, 2023

Help: I watched P. I was edging, but stopped. Fell asleep, had an emission in my sleep. Should I reset or not? 109 days when this happened.

Batty Belfry · Aug 28, 2023

A year (394 days) of no PMO ended today. If I can do it once, I can do it again. Goal: No more P for the rest of my life. Let's get after it

Batty Belfry · Nov 11, 2022

Extroverted coworkers unaware of introverts at work. Tried talking during a meeting; no reaction, ignored. I let my work speak for itself.

Batty Belfry · Oct 31, 2022

Huberman and Peterson on Masturbation, Pornography, and Dopamine Extremes: https://youtu.be/8GbCnr4gBjE

Batty Belfry · Oct 26, 2022

Deleted dating apps. Stopped selling myself, earning long-term gains. Freelancing for freedom, seeking a high salary job for security.

Batty Belfry · Oct 18, 2022

Stop PMO = Stop pursuing women. Catch-22: you are attracted and indifferent to women. Blinders off, discernment on, for the right people.

Batty Belfry · Sep 17, 2022

Remember, P does nothing for you. P uses you, makes you do everything for P. P takes all good away from you. Go towards what matters most.

Batty Belfry · Aug 12, 2022

August 12 2022 - Tip: Use app blocker 1 to block app blocker 2 (after you set what you are blocking on 2) so you don't unblock 2 endlessly.

Batty Belfry · Aug 6, 2022

August 6 2022 - Bought Braun alarm clock. Phone off at 5pm, at foot of bed. Power saving mode + app blockers = dumb phone. Distraction-free.

Batty Belfry · Jul 23, 2022

July 23 2022 - Protect your energy. Protect your sexual energy. Anything below the belt must not be crossed.

Batty Belfry · Jul 20, 2022

July 20 2022 - The old you is not the real you, the new you is. Don't hurt yourself, heal yourself. Pace yourself, but fight stagnation.

Batty Belfry · Jul 18, 2022

July 18 2022 - Relapsed after 99 days, stress from home life and meeting quotas at work. Deleted apps and removed access. I can do better.

Batty Belfry · Jun 27, 2022

June 27 2022 - 2 new remote jobs. Plan to work them more than my P-T jobs. Income streams that serve your time, mental health, and wallet.

Batty Belfry · Jun 12, 2022

June 12 2022 - Charity cocktail event; spent more $ catering, not many thank you's. Some kind faces. Made 2 sales. No more events w/ booze.

Batty Belfry · May 25, 2022

May 25 2022 - Stayed up all night until 6am working on my website. My landing pages, links, and design are up to speed now. Progress.

Batty Belfry · May 11, 2022

May 11 2022 - Phone call from same girl I met. My "date" was her professional meeting. I didn't ask if she wanted a relationship. What now?