Recent content by bdaw213

Hi all, Today I relapsed willfully. I take full responsibility for it. After being free from this addiction for about three years—aside from 1–4 relapses a year—I felt I was starting to replace the addiction with videogames or social media rather than truly face and heal from it. Recently, I...

Day 1: I didn’t experience intense anxiety, but I noticed myself being more reserved than usual. I grew bored more easily and felt a bit sloppier overall. Interestingly, the overwhelming social anxiety I typically deal with wasn’t as present. While I may have seemed awkward at times, there...

I relapsed fully with PMO at the beginning of november 2024, and today march 13 2025. Ive been on this journey with lots of ups and downs, wet dreams would affect me for half a day or a full day, but today I just felt like PMO ing and it almost felt like I was going to edge like usual but it...

Hey man, I would just like to say that I've hit the bottom of PMO addicton and when I was younger I read this book called "How to quit porn" by Celibate Yogi I've had the same thing going on for a lot of years noticing that I should stop but I just stop feeling the need to keep myself on the...

Hey man, I would just like to say that I've hit the bottom of PMO addicton and when I was younger I read this book called "How to quit porn" by Celibate Yogi I've had the same thing going on for a lot of years noticing that I should stop but I just stop feeling the need to keep myself on the...

Hi I would like to ask about peoples experience sorrounding Does shame and low energy follow you In both areas? Can anyone relate or share things around this topic, Im curious about the negatives of both compared.

If I don't have a wet dream the following night after edging, It depended how addicted I was in that moment but either I forget about it the following day or I continue to have urges like today, that eventually lead me to have a wet dream Some other wet dreams where I didnt edge at all just...

I unfortunately fell back into the habit of edging and I did P and M but didn't O. As I started felling back into this habit It slowly became more frequent, from doing it once every 2 weeks and quickly closing it after I regained a higher sense of conscioussness. After a while I started doing...

TLDR: I had made a longer post about this topic before but no one replied to it. My question is that when these edging sessions happen, and they happen by accident, unconsciouss fall into temptation, I worry about the following wet dreams which usually sap me from my energy. To me these edging...

I have posted the similar post about this which was longer but people didn't reply to it, but I have a very long story on my profile on how I abstained from PMO and I got off of a lot of bad fetishes that I used to just daydream and yearn to act it out as soon as I got home, however after about...

I struggled with porn addiction for years but made progress after quitting in 2022. Recently, I've developed a habit of edging and experiencing frequent wet dreams. While I haven't fully relapsed, I'm worried about the impact on my recovery. Wet dreams seem to follow edging sessions, leading to...

Hi, I've had the same thing going on for a lot of years noticing that I should stop but I just stop feeling the need to keep myself on the right path after a few days. There's a very good book that helped me I will attach it to this message. It debunks all the reasons why our conditioned mind...

I also didn't catch any illnesses for a long time.

This is an update of my nofap journey. Last relapse January 20 2023 I have changed into a completely new person, I know that's what most people probably think anyways after a full year of abstinence but it wasn't tedious like doing the same amount of exercise everyday. I had some ups and downs...

Hey man, I can send over a book if youd like, I dont want to sound stereotypcial about just reading a book but I was down bad when I first read this book and its been a year and a half since Ive gone clean, you can check my profile if youd like to see my story, also I can send over the book for...