Become Free

I am a Freelance 3D artist who lives in Egypt, I am a Coptic orthodox christian, I am very religious and I love my God, but that doesn't mean I am Free from the shackles of this terrible habit, I started when I was very young, can't really remember how old i was, but I discovered (m) first and (p) not very long after and have been regularly pmo-ing since, I am now 28 years old, I don't do it alot only once or twice a week .. but I lose my confidence and motivation to do anything when it happens , I want a free life from this habit, I want to be able to control my urges and become a better man.