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    Don’t normally celebrate Valentine’s Day, but today I have something to celebrate

    "At the beginning of the explanation about the disease Moordoorten it was said, among other things, that the human organism has been brought by Great Nature to such perfection that each and every organ has been provided with a means of defense against every external contingency; and hence that...
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    Don’t normally celebrate Valentine’s Day, but today I have something to celebrate

    My teacher (Beelzebub) in The Tales sheds light on the maleficent disease known as Moordoorten (Onanism, i.e. masturbation to climax). Essentially, it destroys our ability to experience remorse of conscience and turns us into psychopaths. From All and Everything: “And as regards the remaining...
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    How do I feel after 400 days

    I have been able to abstain from PMO in my "waking" life. I haven't had a sexual relationship with anyone in over 12 years and I notice it's difficult to stay away from sexual dreams. How do you handle this? Are you prone to sexual dreams?
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    Don’t normally celebrate Valentine’s Day, but today I have something to celebrate

    "you need to expand your horizons/cast a wide net, and have an interesting, vibrant personality, while at the same time being immersed in your purpose." What you wrote here is big! I noticed this at work today. The more I work towards my aim of rewiring my psyche from years of habits...
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    Orgasms while sleeping

    Thanks, it's really tough sometimes. I don't mind if it happens I just wish I could use this energy in my life rather than my dreams.
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    Music - negative effects

    Really though, what kind of music are we talking here? Todays pop hits? Club music? Yea there is music that stimulates the emotions, but there's also music you just listen to and don't get high off of. But yeah you are right in some regards.
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    Regaining remorse of conscience

    It is said, by the teachers of old, that one way towards objective morality is through the experiencing of remorse of conscience. In order to tell right from wrong, in an objective sense, one must follow their conscience. "Know thyself" is a familiar phrase that strikes a chord with this...
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    Can't find any motivation nor reason to quit

    You need to listen to your conscience. If you feel remorse of conscience, it is objectively bad. If there's no remorse of conscience, all is well.
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    Expect, accept, surrender and the role of sexual energy retention

    It's mostly about having an 'aim' in mind. Set your aim and everything will follow. East meets West kind of thing.
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    My therapist thinks sex is a need - valid?

    I will admit, to some degree I agree with what you say about being a slave to the vices that control you. But I believe, subjective morality plays a big role in what you say about his therapist 'trying' to make him a slave. People know not what they do. People know what other people do...
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    Greetings fellow Fapstronauts

    About five months ago, due to a complete essence repulsion to the act of onanism that was revealed to me while reading All and Everything by G.I. Gurdjieff, I, without haste, decided to give up the act of onanism and watching pornography. Gurdjieff mentions in his Legomonism that if one commits...
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    Orgasms while sleeping

    I gave up onanism about 5 months ago due to a recent change of reality from reading and understanding certain parts of All and Everything by G.I. Gurdjieff. Around this same time I was reading Ram Dass's biography and he spoke of transmuting sexual energy to spiritual energy. While quitting...
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