{ Ben }

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Sick of failing all the goddamn time. Jun 13, 2021 at 9:35 AM

{ Ben } was last seen:: Jun 14, 2021 at 1:51 PM

1. { Ben }
  Sick of failing all the goddamn time.
  
  Jun 13, 2021 at 9:35 AM
2. { Ben }
  5 days down and feeling fine.
  
  May 24, 2021
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3. { Ben }
  This problem persists.
  
  May 19, 2021
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4. { Ben }
  How are you today? This week? Feeling okay? What's been happening for you? Keep going, you're awesome for being here.
  
  Apr 23, 2021
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  2. En?gma
    I am mostly ok, instead of search Porn i immediatly writed NoFap and now i 'm more motivated, working on my next streak and try to remove all my sexual triggers. Hope you are ok.
    
    Apr 23, 2021
    
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  3. { Ben }
    That's a great way to stop yourself, acts as an immediate reminder of what you're aiming for, I try to do the same for the most part!
    
    Apr 24, 2021
    
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  4. En?gma
    Mostly of the time i turn off the kindle. And go outside with my bike!
    
    Apr 24, 2021
    
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5. { Ben }
  Reset at 27 days. But that's fine! It wasn't with P, just a moment of 'seduction' lol. I'm fine with this and looking forward.
  
  Apr 10, 2021
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  2. { Ben }
    I've noticed I almost act in cycles in terms of reset, every month or so things begin anew. And while I know there are many benefits to reap from considerably longer times of abstinence, I'm also at peace with however my body might decide it wants for the most part. I think I am much more in-tune with my body and with my sexuality since starting this whole journey many moons ago.
    
    Apr 10, 2021
    
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6. { Ben }
  23 days down. I don't write regularly here but I feel I'm doing well in general. One step at a time.
  
  Apr 6, 2021
7. { Ben }
  14 days down. I haven't written much in my journal but I've been doing pretty good. Feeling strong.
  
  Mar 28, 2021
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8. { Ben }
  Porn is literally so disgusting and weird man. The more I think about it, the deeply my convictions against it becomes.
  
  Mar 20, 2021
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  2. Cirilla
    That's recovery right here ladies and gentlemen
    
    Mar 20, 2021
    
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9. { Ben }
  Goddammit, reset. Today I feel rough as hell. At least I have these sobering reminders of how shit it feels. Onward. To hell with failure.
  
  Mar 11, 2021
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10. { Ben }
  Day 4. https://forum.nofap.com/index.php?threads/project-jugorum.304030/#post-2924092
  
  Mar 2, 2021
11. { Ben }
  Day two. Onwards and upwards.
  
  Feb 28, 2021
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12. { Ben }
  Back on the horse with a brand new journal. I've got this. https://forum.nofap.com/index.php?threads/project-jugorum.304030/
  
  Feb 27, 2021
13. { Ben }
  Not a good time lately.
  
  Feb 19, 2021
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  2. Humble Warrior
    Unfortunate. What's happening?
    
    Feb 19, 2021
    
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  3. { Ben }
    Just struggling to have a decent long-term streak again, continually resetting again and it's affecting my sleep and mood a lot.
    
    Feb 19, 2021
  4. Humble Warrior
    I see. I'm sorry to hear that you're not doing well. I'm sure you'll get the hang of things soon. Good luck.
    
    Feb 19, 2021
    
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14. { Ben }
  10 days since my reset and feeling great, better than great. No issues and I feel fine about everything. ❤️
  
  Jan 29, 2021
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15. { Ben }
  I do not view my reset as being a necessarily bad thing and I think it's important to recognise that sexual urge is also normal biology.
  
  Jan 22, 2021
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  3. thinking_differently
    Yeah! The reset may not be so grave a thing in itself,
    But the consequences are SERIOUS and very REAL
    
    Jan 22, 2021
    
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  4. thinking_differently
    Man this post should be pinned on a ‘Profile Post Wall or something’
    
    Jan 22, 2021
    
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  5. { Ben }
    Haha thanks man
    
    Jan 24, 2021
    
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16. { Ben }
  Reset at 78 days. But that's okay. Onward and upward always!
  
  Jan 19, 2021
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17. { Ben }
  Been a lot of very close calls lately, but here we are, Day 75, still going strong.
  
  Jan 15, 2021
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  2. Deleted Account
    seek pain not pleasure
    
    Jan 15, 2021
    
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  3. [email protected]
    wonderful ben...... lead ...uss
    
    Jan 15, 2021
    
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18. { Ben }
  68 days. Was extremely close to reset today. But I willed myself against it. My discipline is more important than a brief thrill.
  
  Jan 9, 2021
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  2. The_beast
    Good work brother... Keep fighting... Wish you all the best.. May God give you all the strength you need to fight this battle.. Remember we can win this ....
    
    Jan 9, 2021
    
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  3. [email protected]
    respect
    
    Jan 10, 2021
    
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19. { Ben }
  65 days. <3
  
  Jan 5, 2021
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  2. Shadow™輝ツ
    NICE man :)
    
    Jan 5, 2021
    
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  3. { Ben }
    Thank you, still hard to believe. But I'm remaining vigilant! I know that suddenly if I drop my guard I might suddenly find myself relapsing. Just keeping my focus forward!
    
    Jan 5, 2021
    
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20. { Ben }
  Day 58 and feeling great. No real urges these days. I'm unsure what will come next but keeping consistent!
  
  Dec 29, 2020
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