BennyLow78

hi, I'm Ben, I'm 19 and I really need to stop doing PMO
So basically, I heard that stopping masturbation can be a good way to increase pleasure during sex. I thought I didn’t really have a problem. It’s just a thought that never really occurred to me before. I thought it was quite normal, until I read other people’s posts, saying that they masturbated up to twice a day. Personally, I usually do it between 3-6 times a day, every day. I read the addiction symptoms of pornography, and most of them fit me. I find it sometimes painful and it usually makes me late to stuff. I’ve been late to exams and other important things because of it. So because of this sudden shock, I’ve decided to have the full reboot, I think I need it.

I started when I was about 13/14 and started on porn about a year later. There was a time I remember where I just wasn’t getting as much of a thrill out of it as I did, so I masturbated harder and more often and it’s sort of spiralled out of control from there. I have tried to reduce it a few times, but I usually give up after about 2 days. Now I'm at that stage that I just do it because it's what I have done for so long.

I have been feeling a bit low about being me, just at 19, I saw myself in a better condition than I actually am. I’ve never had any kind of relationship, I’ve been on dates but it hasn’t worked out. So I’m doing a reboot on my life too, I’ve joined a gym and am trying to get generally better at being a person.