well im back from internationals and i did terrible and my dad makes my life a wole lot worse and now i feel like a peice of shit :(
and soon im going to internationals in Indianapolis and if i win that i get $200,000 and a invite to the world championships
i bet most people wont see this because of what i said and now they think im dead even thou they stopped me and sent me to classes
Just because you've done questionable things in the past doesn't equate to you having to sabotage your bright future. It's not about being superior to your fellow man; but superior to your former self...
Holy shit. Have gone to the ER mate? Please don't cut yourself, we love you! This is the depression talking. Take life one step at a time. #PickEmUp
Holy... I'm glad they got you. You are a lucky fella. Jumping off a building is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Stick with me buddy. Don't try doing that ever again. The problems will go away!
If your reading this it's too late I'm dead so forget about me and never remember me please just forget about me I'm not worth your time
Hello Malcolm. I hope you are still okay, and you haven't harmed yourself. I know life may be looking bleak right now. Plus please don't do yourself any harm. You don't know what the future holds. These feelings won't last forever. If you are reading this, please reach out to someone who can help you.
I agree with Matthew 100%. Malcolm if you are struggling with addiction or another mental health problem, it's really important to remember that you are not the addiction or the problem. You can treat and destroy the addiction without destroying yourself. I hope you are ok.
*sigh* I'm done with this website my parents will be at a wedding this weekend and my bro will be at friends that will be the day to die bye
To late I already have it planned out plus there is much much more of what I did than just masterbating I have done worse and I deserve to die my life is worthless I will have one last update and that's that nobody will remember me
I'm back but without punishment :( I tried to die but looks like I'm "going to stay" I wish I was dead
No my child. You belong here. You're wanted here. This phase of life will pass sooner than you think, just don't lose faith.
I beg you to be careful about what you say. Our words have power and attract the life we speak about. Help others grow here on the site and support them. In that service you will find meaning.
Aww! It's a foxy wolf wolf! But "Big Mac" reminds me more of this guy http://vignette4.wikia.nocookie.net/mlpfanart/images/e/e6/Vector_Big_Macintosh_by_dey-chan.png/revision/latest?cb=20130605202825
Failed. looks like I just can't do it see you guys later don't do what I'm about to do your life's are better than mine
Hang in there Big Mac, if we didn't experience failure we wouldn't be able to know what achievement is. Tomorrow is another day and a new beginning. You tried where many didn't even get that far Try again and learn from this time
If you fall off your horse, do you shoot your horse and move on? Nope. You look at yourself, assess what went wrong, and then back in the saddle; you have a long journey to make to freedom!
I got a great idea which most say don't do but it seems like it's going to work and it dose end in death but oh well
Day two seeems like I have got control over it just need to stay on track porn I got under control but the fap the urges are comeing back
