Recent content by BigBadWolf_27

I can totally relate man, it's some kind of OCD, I've been there too... My advice is - maybe try to move this "To-Do-Lists" to the other aspects of your life. For example - hobbies. I started to do this with movies, books, watching retro football tournaments etc. And it was like - okay, I have...

I'm starting.

It's the end.

I survived the strongest sexual urge in my life.

I had a great day. I'm full of energy and confident like never before. My testosterone level is skyrocketing!

Saturday night. I'm laying down in my bed, feeling lonely as f*ck, noticing tension rising up inside of me. I didn't felt this in a really long time... Sexual urges. My mind and body are telling me to give up and release the excess of genetic material I have accumulated through past few months...

I deny myself material goods in order to gain spiritual goods...

My libido is back. To be honest, it's just getting harder to cope with the urges...

Since a few weeks I'm struggling with... complete lack of purpose in my life. I truly dedicated myself into this journey, tried to change something. For most of the time I had some bigger goals like reaching ninety days of abstinence, getting a driver's license or reduce my overall level of...

No more dating sites ever again...

The first eye is great, but wait. The drop's always bigger than the high that you gain...

I'm not feeling good. Since a few days I'm barely hanging out, still continuing with healthy habits and positive thinking but... it's getting harder. My mind is trying to convince me that I failed. That I'm not good enough for certain things. For example - having a girlfriend. I met a great...

After spending some time online, trying out different dating apps I noticed something. It's a weird environment. Most girls out there just seek attention, they want followers, admirers and... sponsors. It's similar to porn in some way. Porn is all about sex. The thing is - it's depicting it in a...