I relapsed badly, found another loophole. Managed to fix it up for now. We move on.
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PMO is the root cause of literally everything wrong in your life.
Relapsed badly. A combination of stress and prolonged PMO abstinence. Disappointed but I know how to prevent it.
The moment you feel "better", "energized, "happier", "more awake" - is when you have to switch everything off then put behind lock and key. That's testosterone (or estrogen, if you're a woman) building up with a libido swing.
I usually only ever post here now when I have something to actively contribute. What I will say is: avoid parasocialising on the internet.
Relapse last night, but not because of P.
I'm not saying that it is okay to relapse if it's is without P. but don't push yourself down. It is a process that will take time and you will see gradual improvements.
It has been a tough week, but we carry on
Blocked another website.
For once, I am struggling to find any actual loopholes.
Uncontrollable sweating and urges. Feeling very ill.
Another website loophole. Blocked it on all web browsers and DNS. Won't share in case others try to find it.
I became extremely stressed last night due to being scam, so turned to P. to cope. I regret everything.
You don't realize how much it has taken from you until it is too late.
Every time I relapse, I feel like I am inching closer to death. It feels spiritually draining in a way I can't describe, just a constant uphill battle of numbness and self-loathing.
Relapsed. I found a loophole, but I'll work on it being fixed.
3 months without being on a P. website. :'D
If you begin relapsing without P., don't beat yourself up because it can be a positive.
Relapsed after two weeks, to YouTube again. I seriously hate that platform. Back to square one.
Had a shave today and it took five years off my face. It feels so scruffy, I hate my body. I feel like an emasculated twig of a man.
I'm dumb - and that is OK. At least I tried, and still going. -
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