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  • Today was one of those days where nothing happened. Too wet and cold to go out, can't afford to go to shops and can't be bothered with it.
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    I have avoided using my laptop for the past two days, allowing myself to use it for an hour each day to avoid doomscrolling. Maybe it's because of my sleep schedule or relapsing but I feel hazy. Like I am on a Groundhog Day loop. What am I doing wrong? What am I not implementing that I should be? Why do I still feel like this?
    Woke up at 10 day, I feel a bit fatigued. I have been trying to fast my internet usage to an hour a day for a week. It's tough.
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    I started doing my usual routine of waking up at 5, showering, going for a jog etc, but the time I finish that and hop online for a quick break, several hours have passed and I relapse. So, I'm trying to limit my internet usage again to a point where I can go day-to-day without it.
    NIGEL FARAGE IS RUNNING FOR REFORM YEEEEEEEEEESSSS
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    Can't barrage the Farage.
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    We already live in that world. Look at the design of modern homes, they look so painfully dull. We went from the vibrancy of the '60s to post-modern crush velvet sterility. We call these sorts of lads Deanos. Not very bright, middle-management bullshit job types who comply with whatever the current thing is. They are the future proles, the cattle, which will serve the culture war.
    Watched Kyoto Sanga v Cerezo Osaka today, now about to watch Real Madrid v Borussia Dortmund in the UCL Final. Looking forward to it, vamos!
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    im sad BVB lost... Real is unbeatable
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    My disappointment is immeasurable, and my day is ruined.
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    Leverkusen winning a treble would still make it a fairytale season for them imo. Showed some humility with the Europa and in fairness, Atalanta deserved it. They demolished Liverpool 3-0. The UEFA Europa League will always be more sovlfvl than the UCL.
    Went for an evening walk, wasn't going to make any excuses. Woke up a bit late but I did it anyway. Legs are sore but I feel good.
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    Saw a cat walking home, I named him Dingus.
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    Mongolian history is underrated, if you get a chance you should watch Marco Polo on Netflix. Batzorig Vaanchig and The Hu does some of the background music. Genuinely breathtaking. It's like a Hanfu Chinese drama combined with medieval Western action. Best part is, that shit actually happened. (albeit somewhat exaggerated)
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    The casting was genuinely perfect too, like they got everything down to the most minute details.
    Woke up 9 in the morning, sibling was screaming the entire night. Despise that little shit.
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    He doesn't have the mental or cognitive capacities to use the toilet, drink from a cup or understand basic English. He is like a retarded vegetable that lives solely on instinct alone.
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    For most working-class people here, yes. I'm one of the luckier ones. Condolences for your father, hopefully he gains some sense.
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    Don't bother trying to argue, it's an inevitability on the forum nowadays.
    Had to reverse engineer my bloody laptop to delete the Microsoft Store. That's the lengths I have to go.
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    Never really had any favourite P stars, I see whatever I like and go with it.
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    Tbh it didn't feel too bad, I just snuggled in bed and took a lay down for a bit. The regrets do kick in tho. I knew it was inevitable given the stress and burnout so it was more of a matter of when. Edging is very dangerous, it's Pavlonian where you get teased with a treat so much that you crave it even more.
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    Morning wood is fine imo, you learn to control it and use the energy that comes from it for more important things throughout the day. Edging is self-inflicted psychological torture.
    Relapsed. Should have been wiser, found a loophole while scrolling. I was having such a good day too. Well, I tried lads.
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    Trying to get rid of the loophole. Think I am just going to relax until it's time to go to bed. Get my energy back up for tomorrow, wake up at 5:30, go for a quick jog.
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    I liked your energy bro i am on 10th day of NoFap!!!
    Ate a sausage roll.
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    Isn't currywurst the one with the sliced bits of sausage in a curry platter? Also in Scotland, have black pudding which is made from pigs blood and goes well with a traditional fry-up
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    My brother bought one of those once, they are quite good. I have never tried curry before.
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    There are a few international supermarkets here, they might sell them. I go grocery shopping to the Asian market sometimes since ASDAs and Morrisons are garbage when it comes to non-chavvy cuisine.
    Went for a 30 minute run, could have gone earlier but didn't want to waken anyone up. Feeling good, very tired now.
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    I saw this dandy plush at a car boot sale, apparently their worth loads. Had a little wizard hat and everything. I'm gonna buy it the next time I am there. Hopefully my parents don't judge lol. Need to save for my holiday.
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    I live in a wooden house, every sound is heard lol.
    Woke up at 5:25 in the morning with nine and a bit hours of sleep. Showered, had breakfast, off for my morning walk. Life is good. :>
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    I followed on your advice btw, took a glass of milk, put away all devices in the wardrobe and went to sleep 9 on the dot. The plan from now on is to wake up at either 6:30 to 5:30, shower, go for a 30 minute run and be home by 7:30. Still pretty much a whole day to myself.
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    Taking a break for an hour or so, very tired. I think exercise is the best habit to prevent relapse. You feel tired out but rewardingly so, it feels good to unwind and cuddle in bed at the end of the day so you get the full 8 to 9 hours and still wake up early.
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    I do it early in the morning, scroll for maybe two hours then get back into doing stuff. By the time I finish my morning routine and had a rest, it's 12 and I still have 9 hours to myself. It can be a trigger for relapse if you're not careful, but usually if you're exercising, P isn't really on your mind.
    Did the maths and I have more than halved the number of times I relapse in a month. That is significant progress. One step at a time, lads.
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    There is a conspiracy theory that Scots Gaelic is related to the Semitic languages, and that Scottish people are descendants of one of the tribes of Israel. Might sound like some Hyperborea bullshit but there is a lot of evidence to suggest this is true.
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    That's a rabbithole that is endless. There is also one that says that the Japanese were influenced by the Israelites because Hiragana and Katakana resemble the Hebrew alphabet. Weird part is, this isn't as farfetched as once thought. The creator of the non-Kanji scripts was described as a foreigner from the West so who knows.
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    Oy vey, keep it on the lowkey. Why do you think we eat haggis? It's kosher.
    Relapsed. I managed to find a loophole, won't say which, but have managed to fix it. Disappointed but I am glad of the progress I have made.
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    That boost of euphoric energy is temporary, it's a buzz of sexual tension rushing through and trying to find an exit. You might feel happy and full of life one minute, then crying at your monitor the next after a relapse. If you feel completely fine and happy, then imo that's a sign you may relapse soon - especially if you're a few weeks in.
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    I hate P because it just makes me more sexually confused about myself. You can't distinguish what is genuine and what is dopamine-induced lust. It is terrible.
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    That's how I feel. It's like the pendulum swings. I feel so walled off and detached from others. I think I like guys, but honestly with how addicted I am idk.
    I drink a cup of earl grey tea everyday to demonstrate my British patriotism.
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    German food is very tasty. A single bratwurst sausage costed me £10 at the Edinburgh Christmas Market. Our national dish here in Scotland is haggis.
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    Very much so. Everything feels so expensive. I went to ASDA's for the first time in years (I usually go to Morrisons) and they had security tags on literally everything. Even cheese. Triple the price for the most basic of groceries. It costs me £10 for a meal deal, milk and pretzels.
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    £35,000 is the average national median wage. In Dundee, it is £28,000.
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