BlueLacuna001

This addiction does not reflect who I am as a person. No matter how bad it got, or how far i went, that wasn't the real me. I swear...

Despite the progress I've made, I'm still afraid that people see me as a strange object. Maybe even I can't convince myself I'm also human.

It's a lonely, painful road, but it's the right one to follow. I have to keep telling myself this all has a higher purpose.

Maybe it's the fever talking, maybe not but- do i deserve to be happy? Every part of my mind says no. Even when I'm trying to be better.

If it's hurting, it's working. It hurts... Feels like acid drenched my heart and is pooling into my stomach. Why did I do this for so long?

It feels so weird for me to admit I'm experiencing urges to a group of people, and yet not weird at the same time... Weird...

I am so fucking bored......

I need to join another group chat... Does anyone know of or is part of one?

Positive emotions can be just as triggering as negative emotions in this journey. It's just like emotional eating.

This withdrawal headache is from hell... I accept it. Pain won't fuel self-entitlement.

Are there any whatsapp groups I can join?

This internet filter has got to be the best decision I've ever made.

Headache, grogginess, irritable, lathargic, nauseous, sore, antsy (URGES), impatient, arrhythmia. But still feel way better than with PMO.

Finally got enough strength/motivation to enroll for my second semester in college.

It's sad seeing just how much internet data was used just for porn.

I hate feeling so physically weak and depleted. And the brain fog. My god the brain fog... Even after two days, feels like I relapsed today

If anyone uses ReMojo. I've been having trouble getting it to work on my computer. Does anyone else have the same problem?

Does anyone know any filters for the desktop that are possibly free?

I've installed the filter. I'm done pretending I have control over this.

That sensation when you feel like something bad is about to happen. Wonder how many times I've felt this way only to push it back with porn.