BMDirty

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BMDirty

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Day 24 of no PMO and day 7 no MO. Has Mar 5, 2016

BMDirty was last seen:: Mar 21, 2016

1. BMDirty
  Day 24 of no PMO and day 7 no MO. Has
  
  Mar 5, 2016
2. BMDirty
  Grah. So discouraging.
  
  Feb 26, 2016
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  2. BushidoWarrior
    Rise my friend. Begin again in this moment. If you are getting discouraged, think of the reasons why you started. If that doesn't work, go and motivate a bunch of other people. You yourself shall become motivated my friend. SEIZE THE DAY!
    
    Feb 26, 2016
3. BMDirty
  Welp, made it 16 days. I fapped, I'll do a double counter. 16 days no PMO, and day 1 of no MO. I still feel awesome so.mm
  
  Feb 26, 2016
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  2. BushidoWarrior
    We are defined by our ability to rise after a setback. You've got this my friend. See the relapse as a beautiful opportunity to modify your approach and become a stronger human being. YOU WILL WIN THIS THING!!!
    
    Feb 26, 2016
4. BMDirty
  Holy shit, the dawning of day 14.
  
  Feb 25, 2016
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5. BMDirty
  Got the urge something strong. Remember how much better I've been feeling without.
  
  Feb 21, 2016
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  2. BushidoWarrior
    You've got this buddy. Just remember: it too shall pass, and you will be a stronger human being for it. Once the craving has subsided, celebrate. For you have conquered your impulses. Every second your brain rewires itself for the better. You can do it.
    
    Feb 21, 2016
6. BMDirty
  I feel so fucking cheesey, should I voice that I've never felt love like this?
  
  Feb 21, 2016
7. BMDirty
  Feeling really sad right now. How could I have let myself sink so low for all those years?
  
  Feb 19, 2016
  2. vulture175
    What happened BMDirty?
    
    Feb 20, 2016
  3. BMDirty
    Just a realisation of how bad of an addiction I had, and how much hurt it caused. I've been doing great, but thinking back...
    
    Feb 20, 2016
8. BMDirty
  Urge one of the day. It's subsiding. Played guitar, and giving my hands a break now.
  
  Feb 19, 2016
9. BMDirty
  Slightly panicky because my little guy won't budge. But... I did make love at lunch time so, maybe not so much PIED right now.
  
  Feb 19, 2016
10. BMDirty
  Well, day 7 is nearly done. Off to work where there is no fear of lapsing. Successfully got me some today, and it all worked. :)
  
  Feb 18, 2016
11. BMDirty
  Made it through the night officially day 7 now. I get on here when I get the urge so here I am. I know it'll pass. No P no M. I got this.
  
  Feb 18, 2016
12. BMDirty
  Holy shit. So, upsetting my girlfriend is a monster PMO trigger. Hour into day 7
  
  Feb 18, 2016
13. BMDirty
  Another ED morning, still haven't touched my self in 6 days. Tough urge this morning after a sex failure.
  
  Feb 17, 2016
  2. mada989
    give it time, it's not a fast process. remember your brain is rewiring itself every day that you don't PMO
    
    Feb 17, 2016
  3. BMDirty
    Thank you, it gets dishearting and depressing, but I am commited to this. I'm glad my girlfriend is being understanding.
    
    Feb 17, 2016
14. BMDirty
  Welp first bit of a boner, still haven't touched it. Last night was rough, but I feel good this morning.
  
  Feb 16, 2016
15. BMDirty
  Day 4 done, and on to day 5.
  
  Feb 16, 2016
16. BMDirty
  Extreme anxiety. Fuuuuuck.
  
  Feb 15, 2016
  2. Battlemaster Lotus Praxis
    Deep breaths
    
    Feb 15, 2016
  3. BMDirty
    Day 4 almost done
    
    Feb 15, 2016
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