Thinking of leaving NoFap. It makes me obsess about things too much. Spending way too much time here. I need to just get into nature.
I’ve been reading Richard Rohr. A Franciscan brother/priest. For us All he is a breath of fresh air in theology.
You’ve inspired my to get back in shape. I have kept walking 10-15,000 steps a a day but I started lifting again today and will try to get some muscle and definition again. I can’t let the knee replacement defeat me.
the fact that you have ran all those years gives you a certain strength at baseline. keep it up and don't stop
You will become a Saint if you bear that cross and resist sin.... God is greatly pleased with you when you make efforts not to offend Him... There is great glory and happiness for those who experience suffering and temptation for God's sake, and try not to offend Him
He doesn't want you to do anything for him. He just wants to love him, yourself, and love your neighbor. Anything else is idolatry.
I'd recommend prayer, confession, actively improving your spiritual life, and not falling back into pmo (forget about pmo).... How is your nofap journey coming along?
I go to daily mass. Say the Rosary every day, St. Michael Prayer, read a chapter of the Bible every day, I am in formation to become a Secular Franciscan, go to confession monthly and when I look at porn. I do morning prayer, evening prayer and night prayer daily. I’m doing what I can.
Sexual activity is restricted by God to married heterosexual spouses who love each other.... That's not something to inhibit us but rather something to make us free....
You have undergone suffering, but God will heal your trauma fully... He will remove and strengthen you against homosexual inclination...
I’m 70 and have been struggling with it for 55 years. I don’t act on my inclinations but they are very strong at times. Sometimes I think This is just the cross I’m meant to carry. If I succeed in carrying it with grace I will have the crown of glory.
Well, one day of no temptation then today I wake at full staff. Let’s see where this ride takes me today.
Yes. French, Italian, bagels, Kaiser rolls, panettone, stollen. White sandwich, any bread that appeals to me I’ll try.
Pretty smooth day today. Feels like a new start. Time to gather forces and put tactics in place for the next onslaught of the demons.
When I was younger I didn't watch pornography because I did not considered myself good looking enough to watch it.
Reset. I looked at porn to see if I could get engorged. didn’t work. Nothing, still looked at P. Still in flatline. Argh!
Home from my uncles’s funeral. 99 and a half years young. He went dancing the night before he died. What a life. WWll vet.
