Recent content by CALM IN SUFFERING

Hello, I once have completed this challenge, according to the rules I should never come back but I will take my chances. I want to get sober, but I am afraid to take any longer challenge, so I will start with this one. 0 days (in this challenge) 2 days (actual)

Day 4 I am in the danger zone. My wife is mad at me, I don't know if I will work from home or from the office. If I will work from home, then I can say good bye to this streak. I will do my best to make going to the office available. I have 0 capability to fight PMO right now. I have a lot of...

It's more like using the failire as an excuse to fail. But your idea goes to another level an might actually be what we do subconsciously :D

Day 2 Still on track.

Day 1 So I fell. And one fall is not enough for me, I had to fall for several days until I felt that I have to stop. I used my failure as an excuse to continue failing. I wasn't even being very conscious about it. But I have reached 13 days, so I must rejoice in that. Now my goal is to reach 15...

Day 12 My thoughts are filling up with little phantasies about sex. I must fight them. Remember how I feel if I am not true to my goals and remember that I am not loosing anything of value.

Day 11 I keep forgetting to post. But I am doing fine, just because I am never alone lately. My wife started waking up with me. That's also the reason I don't always post, because she musn't know about this forum.

Day 8 Nice peaceful day with my wife, lots of physical activity.

Day 7 I forgot to post yesterday, sorry. So this week was easy because I was busy most of the time and when I wasn't, then I was with my wife. So the weekend might impose some dangers, because I should have some free time. Tho I am still well rested and well fed.

Day 4 I am still keeping to my sleep schedule, which is more than 8 hours a night. I don't feel super great, but that alright because I haven't reached my full potential yet. I didn't start working out and I didn't get into good physical shape either. But I am very busy with I supposed to be...

Day 3 Abstaining since before the new year. I took some holodays to take care of my health. Health got better, I rested and took care of my routine. It's so much easier to abstain when your body is well.

Day 5 all good

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