ChoosingToWar

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I wasn't careful enough and allowed myself to fall again after 43 days. I'm going for 60 days this round. And then, 100 more. Apr 6, 2018

1. ChoosingToWar
  I wasn't careful enough and allowed myself to fall again after 43 days. I'm going for 60 days this round. And then, 100 more.
  
  Apr 6, 2018
  1. control your life, ControlledMind, TellentLeaf and 5 others like this.
  2. Deleted Account
    43 its already a solid number! More than sure you can get past it next try! Good luck!
    
    Apr 6, 2018
    
    Atlanticus, control your life, 2525 and 2 others like this.
2. Deleted Account
  Psalm 144:1-2 King James Version (KJV)
  1 Blessed be the Lord my strength which teacheth my hands to war, and my fingers to fight:
  2 My goodness, and my fortress; my high tower, and my deliverer; my shield, and he in whom I trust; who subdueth my people under me.
  
  Mar 17, 2018
  1. control your life, ChoosingToWar, I_can_and_I_will and 1 other person like this.
3. Deleted Account
  Happy Women's Day
  
  Mar 8, 2018
  1. control your life, ChoosingToWar and I_can_and_I_will like this.
  2. Deleted Account
    Escalera y Figuras
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    Mar 8, 2018
    
    control your life, I_can_and_I_will and Rising Sun !! like this.
4. ChoosingToWar
  Porn has hurt too many people and stolen the innocence from too many children to be worthy of our attention. Rise above it, rebel against it
  
  Mar 2, 2018
  1. control your life, Baby Buddha, Bjorn Ironside and 12 others like this.
  2. Deleted Account
    True broo
    
    Mar 2, 2018
    
    control your life, I_can_and_I_will, ChoosingToWar and 1 other person like this.
5. Latzie
  You remember me a bit of myself. Acting (is it really an act) mad, screaming out loud at that weasel who likes to pose as yourself. And of course choosing to stand tall at the end to show everyone who doubted you, how bitter a ...
  
  Mar 1, 2018
  1. control your life, Deleted Account, 2525 and 3 others like this.
  2. Latzie
    ... a comeback can be.
    
    Mar 1, 2018
    
    control your life, Deleted Account, 2525 and 3 others like this.
  3. ChoosingToWar
    Sometimes proving others wrong is the motivation one needs to better themselves. Here's to a big comeback for the both of us!
    
    Mar 2, 2018
    
    control your life, Latzie, Deleted Account and 2 others like this.
6. ChoosingToWar
  One week down, a lifetime to go.
  
  Feb 28, 2018
  1. control your life, Deleted Account, Deleted Account and 11 others like this.
  2. John__
    Love the mentality!
    
    Feb 28, 2018
    
    control your life, Deleted Account, I_can_and_I_will and 5 others like this.
  3. vxlccm
    That's the spirit!
    
    Mar 1, 2018
    
    control your life, Deleted Account, I_can_and_I_will and 4 others like this.
7. ChoosingToWar
  Hope is the door to change, discipline is the key to it.
  
  Feb 27, 2018
  1. control your life, Vherenz, vxlccm and 13 others like this.
8. ChoosingToWar
  Relapse does not mean you've failed. You only fail when you give up. Don't give up!
  
  Feb 26, 2018
  1. Atlanticus, control your life, vxlccm and 15 others like this.
9. ChoosingToWar
  "Healing doesn't mean the damage never existed. It means the damage no longer controls our lives."
  
  Feb 22, 2018
  1. control your life, Leonzh, Vherenz and 16 others like this.
10. ChoosingToWar
  "Self-Discipline begins with the mastery of your thoughts. If you don't control what you think, you can't control what you do."
  
  Feb 22, 2018
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  2. Leonzh
    All successes begin with Self-Discipline and it starts with you.
    
    Feb 28, 2018
    
    control your life, vxlccm and ChoosingToWar like this.
11. ChoosingToWar
  Gotta keep pulling myself out of the holes I dig. Not feeling too great, but I must keep trying. I must. I will.
  
  Feb 21, 2018
  1. control your life, Anubis Rises, Leonzh and 13 others like this.
  2. vxlccm
    Change tools! Put down the shovel and grab the ladder :)
    
    Feb 22, 2018
    
    control your life, Vherenz, Deleted Account and 4 others like this.
  3. ChoosingToWar
    @vxlccm I love that! Very clever and smart advice, looks like it's time for me to get a ladder haha
    
    Feb 22, 2018
    
    control your life, Vherenz, Deleted Account and 4 others like this.
  4. vxlccm
    Cleverness helps people swallow the red pill of wisdom which does in fact require supreme bravery!
    
    Feb 22, 2018
    
    control your life, Vherenz, Deleted Account and 4 others like this.
12. ChoosingToWar
  Relapsed again. This week has been tough dealing with PMO...
  
  Feb 17, 2018
  1. control your life, Navdeep, I_can_and_I_will and 3 others like this.
13. J. Fylz
  that is an amazing accomplishment so take a minute let that sink in! Feeling deflated is understandable. But what did you learn about yourself? You now know you have the strength to keep going because you didn’t disappear! you know more about what made you backslide and knowledge of how it feels when you are beginning to head towards a relapse! Keep it up! But talk it out too we we here to listen and help you.
  
  Feb 1, 2018
  1. control your life, 2525, I_can_and_I_will and 1 other person like this.
  2. ChoosingToWar
    Thank you so much for this comment! You're right, I just need to keep trying and I'll get here I need to over time. Here's to a new clean streak :)
    
    Feb 13, 2018
    
    control your life, 2525 and I_can_and_I_will like this.
14. ChoosingToWar
  Relapsed after a 64 day streak. I'd hoped this year would be clean, can't help but feel deflated. Advice?
  
  Jan 31, 2018
  1. control your life, Navdeep, I_can_and_I_will and 5 others like this.
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  3. StraightEdge3616
    I know that feeling. Had a 62 day streak in 2016 that I still haven't gotten back to since. You just have to keep fighting.
    
    Feb 1, 2018
    
    control your life, 2525, I_can_and_I_will and 2 others like this.
  4. ChoosingToWar
    Thank you all so much of the encouragement!
    
    Feb 13, 2018
    
    control your life, 2525, I_can_and_I_will and 2 others like this.
  5. Anubis Rises
    i went 140 days then relapsed but you know what i still know ive healed tremendously ,nothing is lost
    
    Feb 28, 2018
    
    control your life, Vherenz and ChoosingToWar like this.
15. ChoosingToWar
  20 days free... I feel so light and happy, it's been a while since I've gotten this far!
  
  Dec 19, 2017
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  3. Can'tThinkofaCoolName
    Heck yeah! Amazing job!
    
    Dec 19, 2017
    
    control your life, I_can_and_I_will, 2525 and 3 others like this.
  4. I_can_and_I_will
    Same here! *High five!* Onto Day 21 and beyond! :D
    
    Dec 19, 2017
    
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  5. Atlanticus
    Congrats, congrats, congrats! Excellent news!
    
    Jan 4, 2018
    
    control your life, 2525, ChoosingToWar and 1 other person like this.
16. vxlccm
  Are you done with Week 2 now?! Maybe you can encourage @Hazel Simone because some people are giving her a hard time about being here. Glad you are here, too!
  
  Dec 14, 2017
  1. control your life, 2525, I_can_and_I_will and 2 others like this.
  2. ChoosingToWar
    I am, it's crazy! (In a good way!) And oh no, that's never a good thing! I'll be sure to drop some encouragement on her profile!
    
    Dec 19, 2017
    
    control your life, 2525, I_can_and_I_will and 1 other person like this.
17. ChoosingToWar
  "One step forward. One hour at a time. One day at a time. This is the path of redemption." ~Unknown
  
  Dec 7, 2017
  1. control your life, Navdeep, vxlccm and 4 others like this.
  2. I_can_and_I_will
    Beautiful :)
    
    Dec 7, 2017
    
    control your life, ChoosingToWar, vxlccm and 1 other person like this.
18. ChoosingToWar
  One week of NoFap, not much but still glad I made it this far :)
  
  Dec 6, 2017
  1. control your life, vxlccm, I_can_and_I_will and 6 others like this.
  2. Deleted Account
    One week is not much? You've come quite far, and don't let anyone else tell you that. So happy for you :)
    
    Dec 6, 2017
    
    control your life, vxlccm, I_can_and_I_will and 3 others like this.
  3. Buddhabro
    You’re moving in the right direction, and that’s a good thing. If your goal is to overcome a addiction to PMO, then for the past 7 days you’ve been doing great.
    
    Dec 6, 2017
    
    control your life, 2525, vxlccm and 2 others like this.
19. ChoosingToWar
  Been getting a bit lazy about checking in daily, need to re-focus my priorities
  
  Dec 5, 2017
  1. control your life, I_can_and_I_will, vxlccm and 1 other person like this.
20. ChoosingToWar
  It felt nice to go to church this morning, and thankfully there was very little temptation today.
  
  Dec 3, 2017
  1. control your life, I_can_and_I_will, vxlccm and 4 others like this.
  2. eDMOND1991
    Proud your self , the phenomenal days are coming for you
    
    Dec 4, 2017
    
    control your life, 2525, I_can_and_I_will and 2 others like this.
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