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Go to edit your signature. Just delete it as if you were deleting text. :)

Thank you so much @Tiger uppercut! I appreciate your help

In fact, u cant stop in the road bc u just cant.

That’s right. Keep chipping away at it!

Back on track!

Thank you guys. I appreciate your comments ! @Tiger uppercut! Yess we shall proceed and win :)

@MrBean so true! Appreciate it man. Thanks !

@Rising Sun !! Yes totally right. It sucks and is a big factor. Thank you for reminding ! Goodluck with your journey too.

I don't like this new me. There is something frightening in having new ways for this addiction to manifest :'' I want to be clean and just that. I honestly have no idea why I chose to do this

I relapsed too many times today *cry* ugh i want a clean life

You’re trying, man. That’s so much more than most of the world. It’s not going to happen overnight. You’re doing well! Chin up! Onwards!!!

You’re doing great, man! Keep it up :)

Thank you @Tiger uppercut! Your comments always help a lot ^_^

Great job on nearly 2 weeks of nofap! :)

@Sammyforthewin thank you bro

Stay in the hunt. Keep killing.

Almost double digits!

Truuuuuueeeee :-)

Oh, By the way, I am not God ! xD Yeah, if that's lame, forgive me LOL !

@Tiger uppercut! Nailed it

@CoolBuddy7 Lol. That is alright

These 4 days were literally a piece of hell btw :)

Way to go :)

Awesome!

Thank you all for your encouragement. It means a lot.

Tomorrow is a new day, get back up soon. :)

You’re still doing awesome!

First 4 days are always hard, why do I have to keep experiencing them through relapses? It doesn't make any sense honestly

It is like my life is seeping away while I'm trying to recover.

Hmm I think that if I leave pmo as option it will keep offering itself to me as a solution to my problem, and even when I suffer from it, I don't let it go for good. I always fear the unknown more than pmo, but the unknown could have a greater promise for me

Well done, keep them coming

Thank you ! I will

The hardest one :)

It happens. Don’t dwell on it and get right back up! Not all progress is lost. Onwards!!!

Yes !!

Although by the way this is what the surface personality likes to push as a narrative: we will quit, we will overcome this, we can do it etc. No, there is nothing to overcome, no obstacle, nothing. There is only a choice, and an attachment or dependency we developed over time. That is really a painful realization, but it is necessary.

This realization might hurt our ego, but at least it sets the right narrative. There is no problem to overcome. If you let pmo go, it won't even be there as a choice. You will slide in life as if you've never met it

But this realization cannot be only accepted by the "shallow" "surface" "simple" personality, it has to be seen by the inner, shadow one

You got some experience tho

The day doesn't matter, as long as you are progressing.

Yes, if you are learning about yourself and why relapses happen, you are really progressing. The day is just a number

I let my mind wander lol

HA HA HA! Wise words seems like failed a 1000 times but learned something each time. Also you know how it is to be successful. You should become a mentor as well

I failed many many times that is so true. But a relapse meant always one thing: problem unsolved. So change of strategy was needed.