have been so focused on work i don't even think about jacking off 41 days so far so good have a day off just going to try and stay busy.
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Porn will destroy your life if you let it,It hurts when no one can count on you because of your addiction,
Just think about how much better your life would be without porn, it will only hold you back in life get away from it.
wondering if i should burn my journals, if i ever pass on i dont want my family to know what a addict i was..to watch porn all the time..?
i failed damit..back on day 1 tommorrow..
i survived another night i can do this
Because im getting free time again porn is attacking my brain again trying to turn me back weak and wasteing my life again on this crap
I been so busy doing other stuff and fixing things i havent't jacked off for 3 weeks now, but now my time is free again, which is not good..
relapsed stressful day at work..someone else received a promotion instead of me, i have been with the company longer, What the Fuck...
If i had stopped watching porn earlier in life i wonder how much better it would have been,I've been addicted for years i want to be free
Porn tricked me again...this is really a on going battle you can be fooled if you don't protect your mind.
did 5 days then i relapsed was my day off so was watching some anime got triggered and i went online and it looked at hentai. will do better
Fixed my Car time to work and get away from porn last week was to many issues which made me relapse, but not this week
relapsed..guess i am just disappointed and depressed, lost 3,000 dollars my car broke down..video game constantly lagging feel like shit
feel that urge just have to say No NO NO not today! cant let porn control you
i hate porn sometimes i think about all i could have done better in life had i not been so stuck watching porn i need to get rid of it
So for 2 weeks ive been real busy i dont even think about jacking it, maybe the its best to just stay busy to keep the mind off porn.
have not been able to work because i want to just stay home and jackoff dang need to get back in control..of myself i took a whole week off
If you want to do great things in life you have to give up Porn it will only keep you from your dreams. Don't let it take your freedom
what is a good punishment for a relapse no games for 1 day, or do 100 pushups or maybe take a cold shower for 1 day..
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