Your birthday passed by a just few days ago, so sorry about the late wish, but Happy belated Birthday boi ^^
Sometimes some mistakes are not easily solved, sometimes it can take months. The important thing is to fight until you get out of that hole.
The Pleasure Delusion: I'm tired now, dude, I have to change myself I've been trying to quit for 5 months, but I still couldn't, this time I'm going to fight with all my might.