cryptifly
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cryptifly

Fapstronaut, Male, from Montana

I almost relapsed yesterday. But than I tore myself away from my computer and took a bath. It worked! Dec 1, 2015

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    1. cryptifly
      cryptifly
      I almost relapsed yesterday. But than I tore myself away from my computer and took a bath. It worked!
      1. Zinc likes this.
      2. Zinc
        Zinc
        That's how you suppose to roll once that urge hits like a bitch, just run the fuck away.
        Dec 1, 2015
    2. cryptifly
      cryptifly
      All the things that lead to relapse (bad days, bad experiences) just solidify and make clear the urgency and importance of not giving in.
    3. cryptifly
      cryptifly
      beat my last record of 8 days!
      1. FreedomIsHere and BushidoWarrior like this.
      2. FreedomIsHere
        FreedomIsHere
        Keep it up man!
        Aug 18, 2015
    4. cryptifly
      cryptifly
      The great thing about relapsing is learning what my weaknesses are and not repeating the mistakes-- I'm becoming a better person.
      1. Limeaid likes this.
    5. cryptifly
      cryptifly
      I am not fit to be giving advice on this site. I'll return when actually make some progress.
      1. Deleted Account
        Deleted Account
        no it is fine, do not run, i knew everything I needed 2 years ago, but only pulled my first 31 day streak 1 year ago, and just wrecked my 121 streak yesterday... the important point is that you engage with people about this on a daily basis... that helps you... sharing what you know helps others
        Jul 28, 2015
      2. Deleted Account
        Deleted Account
        and even if you have reached perfection for yourself... (which none of us do) how likely is it that your techniques work the same way for someone else? So pls stay
        Jul 28, 2015
      3. Arley
        Arley
        Yeah exactly ... I can't tell you how many times I've retreated to isolation from my friends in recovery saying the same thing ... "I'll come back when I have some time" ... It never works, it only makes matters worse for me. I CANT. Do this alone.
        Jul 28, 2015
    6. cryptifly
      cryptifly
      Just ate a greasy, hoagie... now I feel bloated, depressed, foggy and tired. Freedom comes with it's setbacks if you don't choose right
    7. cryptifly
      cryptifly
      I just relapsed... 8 days. That's twice what I lasted before! Time to start again.
    8. cryptifly
      cryptifly
      Thankful for the panic button right now. I'm day 8 and woke up thinking about porn stars... oh, its so hard not to rationalize fapping...
    9. cryptifly
      cryptifly
      But I just wanna look at one itty bitty picture... One teeny weeny video won't hurt anything.... NO! I shall not masturbate!
    10. cryptifly
      cryptifly
      When your ego takes a beating and you feel like giving in to temptation, it's always good to know not fapping will make things better.
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    11. cryptifly
      cryptifly
      I intend to keep going to 8 days. And then 12. And then 20. And then keep going until I'm a complete nofap Jedi MASTER!
    12. cryptifly
      cryptifly
      I beat my nofap record of four days! Wooo!
      1. Knight Solaire and Shadowscholar like this.
      2. Shadowscholar
        Shadowscholar
        Now try 8 days.
        Jul 24, 2015
      3. Knight Solaire
        Knight Solaire
        Good job bub. Keep going.
        Jul 24, 2015
      4. Shadowscholar
        Shadowscholar
        I went 3 months straight and despite all the odds I felt so much better about myself and never felt so clean, spiritually and conscientiously, in all of my life.
        Jul 24, 2015
    13. cryptifly
      cryptifly
      I bet my nofap record of 4 days
    14. cryptifly
      cryptifly
      It hit me the other night... the fear of rejection has crippled my life and lead me to addictive habits including PMO. Life starts now.
      1. Arley and Elduderino like this.
    15. cryptifly
      cryptifly
      I hope you guys aren't buying into the ads that are currently being trolled on our profile posts. How annoying...
      1. Shadowscholar
        Shadowscholar
        They don't even link to real websites. They're complete trolls. They cannot even be considered spams.
        Jul 22, 2015
    16. cryptifly
      cryptifly
      Feeling angry, unloved and... angry! Need to go for a hike before I anger fap. Running up a mountain should do it.
      1. Arley likes this.
      2. Elduderino
        Elduderino
        Man, PMO isn't even an option.
        Jul 20, 2015
      3. Arley
        Arley
        jealous … no mountains here in florida
        Jul 20, 2015
      4. cryptifly
        cryptifly
        get in your car and drive to missoula mt. we'd love to have ya!
        Jul 20, 2015
    17. cryptifly
      cryptifly
      It's time to take control of my life. I'm done letting habits run my actions and behaviors. It's time to be truly free.
      1. RyGuy likes this.
    18. cryptifly
      cryptifly
      Why can't life be easy? Sure it's interesting but figuring why the hell I have constant brain fog is not my idea of interesting.
      1. Arley likes this.
      2. Elduderino
        Elduderino
        Easy life is boring and stupid.
        Hard life is fun, challenging, exciting, crazy and awesome.

        You just gotta learn to ride the waves and soon you'll be on the monster waves, the big kahunas.
        Jul 16, 2015
      3. Arley
        Arley
        There's life and experiences out there we're not aware of and/or do not have access to presently … and will never if we continue pmo-ing.
        Jul 16, 2015
      4. cryptifly
        cryptifly
        Hell, yeah! I wish I could like these comments. Well, if it doesn't exist... *pushes "like" button*
        Jul 16, 2015
    19. cryptifly
      cryptifly
      Realizing I may have a sleeping disorder... Still not going to keep from my nofap goals.
      1. Elduderino likes this.
    20. cryptifly
      cryptifly
      Meeeeeellllaaaaarrrgggghhhhh.... This is what day 4 feels like.
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    Gender:
    Male
    Location:
    Montana
    33 years old. Lived in Montana all my life (ready to move out). Can easily attract women but cannot become intimate with them. I'm here to reboot my brain and start my life a new.

    Hiking, cooking, dancing, appreciating the beautiful things in life including women.

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    Why I'm a Fapstronaut:

    - To clear my head and be free from my mental prison of anxiety, brain fog and terrible memory
    - To free myself from my fear of rejection and interacting with people
    - To gain control over my negative habits and transform them into healthy, life-affirming ones
    - To be able to fully express and communicate all my thoughts and feelings verbally with other people
    - To fully access my courage and curiosity so I may find the people that I belong with
    - To fully access my creativity so I may better write, compose music and share myself with the world
    - To unlock my potential as a man, human being and lover of not only women, but all people and all that is beautiful in the world
    - To finally move on with my life in the direction that I choose