I see that you'd set a 365 days goal. I had a similar goal i failed to reach halfway through. I can totally relate how heartbreaking it can be. Make sure to treat yourself well during these difficult times. All the Best!
And fight and win you shall! Welcome to the Heirs, where all of us are bound together through honor and a common enemy. Don't be shy, get in there and get to know your fellow comrades.
