DBug

Alright no party then...

Need to vent a little: Next week is my birthday. 22 fckng years. Nothing to show. Not at university, no progress on gaining muscle mass and still suffering from PMO-addiction and it's consequences. By the time I turn 23 these things will be changed. Not gonna waste another year of my life. Not happening bra.

Thanks! I do my best :)

Hmm... I do now...

I suppose you're thinking too much. There's no truth in the head, but in your hands.

That again may be true.

Thank you Chris, I'll do my best! :)

Also reeeally tired. Fuck this addiction.

Just believe me when I say that u don't need to get aroused, it's just a false voice, and it gets weaker by time to the point u can't hear it anymore. Just give it ur all before u hit rock bottom. U made it to 49 days, u can double that.
Let us see the numbers rise from now :). Good luck.

I too didn't consider porn anymore but still I relapsed - It's not like it was a rational decision - a lateron rationalised decision at best.
Now it's back in my head of course but today I successfully kept it im check.
Good work/luck with the girl ;)

Obviously I don't need to get aroused but as I said I wasn't thinking straight. It did get weaker overtime so I let my guard down and then it hit me hard.
You're right. I can and I will double that.

Thank you :) You too!

Wow that sucks. I must seem like a whiny little child to you then...

Doesn't matter how old we are or how long we've been fighting though: We have to keep fighting and looking forward. What else are we supposed to do?

I wouldn't characterize you as that. I understand your frustrations (aside from the PIED and anorgasmia). I understand everything else all too well, just by virtue of extra experience.

I didn't assume that it was just sarcasm.

I'm angry and I take strengh from that and from the vision I have of my future self and turn it back around toward this fucking addiction! It won't know what hit it. Good night guys.

I too suffered from lower abdominal and back pain in the third week of my journey. Now they seem to go away. Nothing to be worried about it but it is always better to get tests about your kidneys.

I only get it directly after a a reset/relapse and it goes away after 30 min. to a few hours. So I really don't think that there's something wrong with my kidneys. However the brainfog is here to stay until I reach a double digit number of days again.

...again and MOd to it. So all counters back to zero. Srsly it was embarassing. I had several moments whereI could've stopped but I didn't. I will revise the basics since that is clearly where I failed today.

Indeed, learn from your mistakes. Prepare for the future, it's difficult but it's the right decision.

Thank you! I will.

...even without an orgasm. But at least it didn't throw me back to 0%! I still have a good amount of my energy and only a bit of brainfog compared to a full blown PMO-relapse. Also only a very light headache but unfortunately it didn't go away after the usual hour or two, I still have it. No morning wood though :(

Just don't binge. I made that mistake.

Not gonna happen again.