Recent content by Devorian

So I watched It 9/10 and loved the movie I have seen the original and read the book, in fact rereading the book now. But though there were a few noticeable differences between the book and the film were there it is understandable given the years the book was written verses now. The movie had a...

So to start I am really just looking to get help on a recent dream I had if anyone could help with that. I am more looking into the symbolism of what my dream could be telling me. So to start my dream began with me being locked away. My status was a second tier vampire and I was trying to rid...

Remember to always keep busy in your mind read a lot move a lot distract yourself until it no longer holds you. At that point take up a hobby and enjoy the little things the urges will cease but you must not.

You got this my friend

Just breathe remember tis is your mind trying to go back. Stay strong and remember why you choose to be better. Keep yourself busy and you will push through. Always keep in mind even when you only move an inch you are still moving foreward it doesn't matter how fast you move as long as you just...

It is your mind trying to go back to what it knows. The mind is a stubborn thing that doesn't like change so when going through change it tries to go back to what it what it knows

I hope so if that is your goal.

I don't mean this as offensive at all. But if you look for gay porn maybe and again not trying to hurt your progress at all with what I am suggesting she could incorporate some elements of that into your sex life

Good luck and keep your head up

I know what you are feeling. Sadly once I have one drink I have more then gone. But once I even have one drink I get urges. Just stay busy and don't be alone. Surround yourself in a environment where relapsing would really not be the best idea.

Hmmmm that is interesting. If you don't mind my inquiry but what is your over all goal through NoFap? No offense but as you said you don't have a urge to watch and your masturbation is low, I guess more confused.

Only you can change a friendship if she says no don't show hurt. Just say oh ok and move foreward.

The true definition of defeat is when you cease to try. Small slips like this happen all you can do is simply learn from the mistake. Your main weakness from reading this that I take away is your fear. Your fear can be a double edge sword so to speak. It can be a good motivator to keep you going...

You are right porn no.... But you did say you actively went onto YouTube to look for sexy videos. This is actively going out looking for arousal and as such is a relapse. But you even though you have to reset this does give you some knew knowledge towards overcoming the addiction. My simple...

I agree with jarcart. Just remember I know it is weird to think about this but the only way to know is to go out and try. No matter the outcome life keeps moving if she says no then take a step back and learn a positive from the whole thing but form how you describe her it sounds like you still...