Dizzy Lotus

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I really didn't want the first months of this year to go like the first months of the last. It is. Sep 30, 2019

Dizzy Lotus was last seen:: Sep 30, 2019

1. Dizzy Lotus
  I really didn't want the first months of this year to go like the first months of the last. It is.
  
  Sep 30, 2019
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2. Sam_ba
  Thanks for the support. i send you kuddos for your continuous success
  
  Jul 27, 2019
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3. Dizzy Lotus
  Lengthy update in my journal! (https://nofap.com/forum/index.php?posts/1947700/)
  
  Mar 14, 2019
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4. Dizzy Lotus
  Day 35 of no porn or substitutes. :) I do semi-frequently (1-2 times a week) MO, however. Hopefully that will change!
  
  Mar 8, 2019
  1. R.I.I.P.E.R, Coffee Candy, Sammyforthewin and 4 others like this.
  2. ImpureHuman
    Go cold turkey..
    
    Mar 8, 2019
    
    vxlccm, R.I.I.P.E.R, Sammyforthewin and 3 others like this.
  3. Roady
    Excellent you are on your way!
    
    Mar 8, 2019
    
    vxlccm, R.I.I.P.E.R, Sammyforthewin and 1 other person like this.
5. Dizzy Lotus
  I started a counter some time ago, which would reset if I'd relapse while awake, after or during digital stimuli. It's at 24 now. :)
  
  Dec 29, 2018
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6. Dizzy Lotus
  Why do I have to relapse? :(
  
  Nov 13, 2018
  1. vxlccm, R.I.I.P.E.R, Sam_ba and 5 others like this.
  2. Sam_ba
    You are perfect but you can use a little improvement... And the idea is not to perfect your self but to perfect your love. We are all in transition so IMHO don't worry about relapse they are a testimony of suffering. Welcome them as a little brother and listen to them. What are you escaping? Why are you numbing yourself? We do this together
    
    Nov 15, 2018
    
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7. Dizzy Lotus
  I'm going to resume my journal.
  
  Oct 10, 2018
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8. Sam_ba
  How is uni going ? Healthy dopamine vs unhealthy dopamine.. sending hope
  
  Sep 29, 2018
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9. Dizzy Lotus
  I don't have a reliable way of motivation against relapsing anymore. :/
  
  Sep 23, 2018
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  3. Deleted Account
    Stop getting depressed over relapse and start thinking effective ways to overcome the triggers
    
    Sep 23, 2018
    
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  4. overratedrubesy
    be comfortable with the uncomfortable until it becomes more and more comfortable
    
    Sep 23, 2018
    
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  5. spaces
    Stay the Course https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c-75K2F3jUg&list=PLWQgX9wZDehqI8WDpObZ_eeSvsYtMZRoq&index=35&t=0s
    
    Sep 23, 2018
    
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10. Dizzy Lotus
  I have started university. :)
  
  Sep 4, 2018
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11. Dizzy Lotus
  I got addicted to a camgirl. Something I've always wanted to prevent, but never tried too hard to. I need to turn around NOW.
  
  Aug 23, 2018
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  2. Sam_ba
    When i see the hook in the bait i can still turn around.
    When i see how i m hooked there’s no way to be arrogant. In both cases the trick for me is to keep seeing the hook and getting confortable with wanting the bait. Then slowly and with lots of self love and compassion the miracle happens
    
    Aug 28, 2018
12. Dizzy Lotus
  My challenge lasted 5 whole weeks!! Now I'm up for the next challenge, this time without filters or other guidelines. I'm free!
  
  Aug 3, 2018
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13. Dizzy Lotus
  My Summer Challenge has started! https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/dizzys-summer-challenge.180812/
  
  Jun 30, 2018
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14. Dizzy Lotus
  I hate this. I want to be free.
  
  Jun 10, 2018
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  2. vulture175
    :(
    
    Jun 10, 2018
    
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15. Dizzy Lotus
  It's too hot!!! D: Edit: After posting this it finally cooled off, contrary to what the weather forecast was predicting. :P
  
  May 31, 2018
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16. Dizzy Lotus
  I've got a lot of 'spiritual battle' going on lately, especially in this area. Today, for the third time in my life, I relapsed twice.
  
  May 13, 2018
  2. Sam_ba
    They say that the master has fallen more times that the apprenctice has aver tried... i say that the only way to fail is to stop trying . Though I would not consider this a battle... No one should fight against themselves or against God (redundant) ,. We should only thrive to understand better and then the evidence makes us act accordingly. Stay strong We do this together
    
    May 18, 2018
17. Deleted Account
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  "God gave us the gift of life; it is up to us to give ourselves the gift of living well." - Voltaire
  
  Happy Birthday!
  
  --> L
  
  Apr 28, 2018
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  2. Deleted Account
    @Dizzy Lotus A very happy birthday mate! Hope you do a successful reboot and get all you aspire for ;))
    
    Apr 28, 2018
    
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  3. Dizzy Lotus
    Thank you both, haha! I didn't know birthdays were publicly available? :o
    
    May 1, 2018
    
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18. Dizzy Lotus
  My message count is now 1337! :D (but not for long, I'm afraid...)
  
  Jan 2, 2018
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  2. Sam_ba
    and your Likes recieved 973... but not for long . You are a wonderful part of this wonderful community
    
    Jan 5, 2018
19. Sam_ba
  I hope your adevntures continue to be wonderful and that you find your princess
  We stay hre rooting for you while you discover new frontiers
  Take good care of you dear friend
  https://i.imgur.com/Z8ojgXx.png
  
  Nov 11, 2017
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  2. Dizzy Lotus
    This made me cry... ; - ;
    
    Nov 14, 2017
    
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20. Dizzy Lotus
  I don't feel weak because I relapsed. I relapsed because I felt weak.
  
  Aug 28, 2017
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