Dizzy Lotus

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I'm weary, but I do not want to get into a relapse cycle. I had lots of achievements over the past 18 months and I want to persevere. Mar 11, 2021

Dizzy Lotus was last seen:: May 5, 2021 at 2:21 AM

1. Dizzy Lotus
  I'm weary, but I do not want to get into a relapse cycle. I had lots of achievements over the past 18 months and I want to persevere.
  
  Mar 11, 2021
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  2. Dizzy Lotus
    But ostensibly being fully committed to dealing well with temptations and then relapsing anyway is so discouraging.
    
    Mar 11, 2021
    
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  3. Deadlihood
    Persevere.
    
    Mar 15, 2021
2. Dizzy Lotus
  I just saw two journals in non-journal sections. Should I report these or let them be?
  
  Mar 6, 2021
  1. Sosuke Aizen likes this.
  2. Uncle_Iroh
    If the mods see them and deem it to be wrong it's fair enough, I say leave them be though, as long as they're doing something for their recovery is what matters.
    
    Mar 6, 2021
    
    BigBadWolf_27 and Leader of ME like this.
  3. Deleted Account
    You can report them. Mods won't penalise the members, but they'll move them to sections where they belong, which keeps the site sorted out and clutter-free. :)
    
    Mar 6, 2021
    
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3. Dizzy Lotus
  I've been documenting my struggles in notebooks since summer 2017. I am now half-way through the seventh. Hoping not to need an eighth! :)
  
  Jan 29, 2021
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4. Dizzy Lotus
  It has been over a year since I last watched porn or other nude video. Hopefully in a year it will have been over a year since I last [cont]
  
  Nov 22, 2020
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  3. Dizzy Lotus
    Man, why does NoFap still only allow 140 characters in status?
    
    Nov 22, 2020
    
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  4. [email protected]
    Great buddy, do u feel now that you have rebooted completely
    
    Nov 22, 2020
    
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  5. Dizzy Lotus
    @[email protected]: No, not at all. I still feel quite addicted. But hopefully I can become free now. :)
    
    Nov 22, 2020
    
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5. Dizzy Lotus
  It has been over 6 months since I last saw videos with nudity!
  
  May 19, 2020
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  2. Dizzy Lotus
    And also over 1.5 months since I last saw other erotic video, and over 0.5 a month since I last saw nude pictures. I hope those will become 6 months too. :)
    
    May 19, 2020
    
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  3. Flaumann
    This is awesome, man!
    
    May 19, 2020
    
    [email protected], Dizzy Lotus, Fenris the Dread Wolf and 1 other person like this.
  4. [email protected]
    I just was about to fall.. But retracted back
    
    Nov 22, 2020
6. Dizzy Lotus
  It seems like there are a lot of new journals, in this period!
  
  May 1, 2020
  1. | Nico |, Fenris the Dread Wolf, Ὀρφεύς and 1 other person like this.
  2. Deleted Account
    7 billion people and 7 billion stories... no matter how hard you try some story will left behind which you dont find worthy but every person story has same importance in their respective life
    
    May 1, 2020
    
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7. Dizzy Lotus
  I was feeling bad, and then I relapsed. Now I'm feeling worse. Maybe something to remember for next time.
  
  Feb 20, 2020
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  2. [email protected]
    Yes bad mood leads to the dark den of release for me and then den becomes my home. ...... I always try to be at best in bad mood
    
    Feb 20, 2020
    
    Blessedboy❤️, vxlccm, marleymellowmood and 1 other person like this.
  3. Blessedboy❤️
    I'm so sorry to hear this lovely, I hope you're getting the most cuddles, rest and feeling the abundance of love being sent to you
    
    Apr 3, 2020
    
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8. Dizzy Lotus
  I hate it when I see thread titles like "20 still a virgin". But I think I should just ignore them. I likely can't help those guys anyway.
  
  Jan 30, 2020
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9. Dizzy Lotus
  I'm intending to not relapse (or watch porn etc) until 2020! https://forum.nofap.com/index.php?threads/dizzys-winter-challenge.257896/
  
  Nov 19, 2019
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10. Dizzy Lotus
  I really didn't want the first months of this year to go like the first months of the last. It is.
  
  Sep 30, 2019
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11. Sam_ba
  Thanks for the support. i send you kuddos for your continuous success
  
  Jul 27, 2019
  1. vxlccm, Dizzy Lotus, Deleted Account and 1 other person like this.
12. Dizzy Lotus
  Lengthy update in my journal! (https://nofap.com/forum/index.php?posts/1947700/)
  
  Mar 14, 2019
  1. Deleted Account, R.I.I.P.E.R, Deadlihood and 1 other person like this.
13. Dizzy Lotus
  Day 35 of no porn or substitutes. :) I do semi-frequently (1-2 times a week) MO, however. Hopefully that will change!
  
  Mar 8, 2019
  1. Deleted Account, R.I.I.P.E.R, Coffee Candy and 5 others like this.
  2. ImpureHuman
    Go cold turkey..
    
    Mar 8, 2019
    
    Deleted Account, vxlccm, R.I.I.P.E.R and 4 others like this.
  3. Roady
    Excellent you are on your way!
    
    Mar 8, 2019
    
    vxlccm, R.I.I.P.E.R, Sammyforthewin and 1 other person like this.
14. Dizzy Lotus
  I started a counter some time ago, which would reset if I'd relapse while awake, after or during digital stimuli. It's at 24 now. :)
  
  Dec 29, 2018
  1. Deleted Account, R.I.I.P.E.R, Coffee Candy and 5 others like this.
15. Dizzy Lotus
  Why do I have to relapse? :(
  
  Nov 13, 2018
  1. Deleted Account, vxlccm, R.I.I.P.E.R and 6 others like this.
  2. Sam_ba
    You are perfect but you can use a little improvement... And the idea is not to perfect your self but to perfect your love. We are all in transition so IMHO don't worry about relapse they are a testimony of suffering. Welcome them as a little brother and listen to them. What are you escaping? Why are you numbing yourself? We do this together
    
    Nov 15, 2018
    
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16. Dizzy Lotus
  I'm going to resume my journal.
  
  Oct 10, 2018
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17. Sam_ba
  How is uni going ? Healthy dopamine vs unhealthy dopamine.. sending hope
  
  Sep 29, 2018
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18. Dizzy Lotus
  I don't have a reliable way of motivation against relapsing anymore. :/
  
  Sep 23, 2018
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  3. Deleted Account
    Stop getting depressed over relapse and start thinking effective ways to overcome the triggers
    
    Sep 23, 2018
    
    spaces likes this.
  4. overratedrubesy
    be comfortable with the uncomfortable until it becomes more and more comfortable
    
    Sep 23, 2018
    
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  5. spaces
    Stay the Course https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c-75K2F3jUg&list=PLWQgX9wZDehqI8WDpObZ_eeSvsYtMZRoq&index=35&t=0s
    
    Sep 23, 2018
    
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19. Dizzy Lotus
  I have started university. :)
  
  Sep 4, 2018
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20. Dizzy Lotus
  I got addicted to a camgirl. Something I've always wanted to prevent, but never tried too hard to. I need to turn around NOW.
  
  Aug 23, 2018
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  2. Sam_ba
    When i see the hook in the bait i can still turn around.
    When i see how i m hooked there’s no way to be arrogant. In both cases the trick for me is to keep seeing the hook and getting confortable with wanting the bait. Then slowly and with lots of self love and compassion the miracle happens
    
    Aug 28, 2018
  3. fallentoit
    I did too. For a long time. A week away and doing pretty good. Wouldn’t mind exchanging stories. Seems to be helping me through this time.
    
    Aug 12, 2020
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