Hey DJ, Just sending my best across the Pond. Hang in there! I'm on Day 32 and still struggling with this. Fortunately I'm blessed with a lovely girl, who's gentle, understanding and very supportive. My story is all about DE. My heart aches because if this, yet I'm keeping up the fight to regain my full sexuality one day. I'm 62 but still vigorous. A blessing but a curse. Haha. Sigh.
32 days is a lot! Very impressive! I also want to do that many days. Sorry I don't know what DE is. Keep up the fight! Very inspiring! and Good luck!
absolutely not weird. I have heard about it. Guess its a side effect of PMO. And that is what we are fighting against.
Day 11: As long as I restrain from PMO nothing else matters! THIS is MY project now. I don't let other things affect me today.
This is typical. Im in the situation that i have reading about. I just need to post to structure and clear my thoughts. Fuck PMO.
Day 9. Its Friday evening, I think this is the worst part. I have no friends to hang out with, I'm tired and alone. Got fear of relapse:/
Hey man, instead of thinking about the "fear or relapse", just focus on the "I will be clean" part! You must generate only positive thinking if you want to succeed! ;)
Do you think you can hold back from participating in the fear the way you've done for 9 whole days with the porn? How about imagining how you can be a year from now without having relapsed? What do you see, hear, feel...?
Day 7. If I hold out today, I have accomplished 1 week, which is good considering that I'm an PMO addict! I need to take this seriously:)!
Tough life. Its hard sometimes. We all got responsibilities and things that we want to do and achieve. Day 5. Im staying in bed to day.