Don Quixote

Don Quixote
several back to back days of positive emotions--one might even call it happiness. 16 months no pmo.

Feb 1, 2020
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3. All all
  Woooow. That is amazing. Do you have a success post?
  
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4. Don Quixote
  I was actually still feeling regularly shitty at 16 months. I'm 20 months now, and feel a million times better than at 16. I still have some cognitive impairment though. I won't post a success story until I'm really back to normal.
  
  Jun 2, 2020
  
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  But what you have done is absolutely amazing friend. I hope you get well soon. Can't wait to read your success story. Take care.
  
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Don Quixote
Feels like depression is being poured into my blood stream intravenously, and I'm 15 months clean. That's life, folks!

Jan 12, 2020
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Don Quixote
Wisdom teeth removed tomorrow: no gas, no sedative, no painkillers. Brain fog PAWS rages on. Prayers it goes well and I continue to recover.

Dec 17, 2019
Don Quixote
1 yr. clean. Devil's still after me. Tough day today. PAWS is melting. Brain fog cycles are more varied. Recovery accelerated last 2 months.

Oct 12, 2019
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2hrs. of undisturbed creative writing in a coffee shop. Outlined an 8 chapter arch for my main character. If I can do that, PAWS is healing.

Sep 16, 2019
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Don Quixote
My thoughts used to flutter like the wings of a hummingbird. Now, they're slow, stalky, and lose their way. But I'm becoming human again...

Aug 27, 2019
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Joker.... ORA ORA ORA ORA ORA ORA ORA ORA!!!

Aug 18, 2019
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:

When your birthday comes around, someone should sing "Happy Birthday to You". Trust me that person should not be me - so, I'll just say, "Happy Birthday" instead.

--> L

Apr 4, 2018
Don Quixote
I relapsed. This time not just MO, but the dreaded PMO, and twice in a row. I am thankful for God's grace. I am weak but he is strong.

Mar 20, 2017
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  Keep running the good race and fighting the good fight ok. :-)
  
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3. Don Quixote
  Thank you. I won't give up! NO matter how bad it gets. As Andy Dufresne says in the Shawshank Redemption "Hope's a good thing, Red, and no good thing ever dies." I have hope still. I'm feeling the effects of my decision, but I have hope still.
  
  Mar 20, 2017
Don Quixote
Beginning the day late, feeling lazy towards everything, a complete slug brain; going to try exercise, going to actively carve out my day!

Mar 11, 2017
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2. AndySky180
  I hope it's a happy one, too!!
  
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