Elucelom
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Elucelom

Fapstronaut, Male, 30, from Alabama

Having a little trouble getting back on my feet. May 4, 2017

Elucelom was last seen:
May 25, 2017
    1. Atlanticus
      Atlanticus
      My bad! I see you're back on track! Yea!!!
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    2. Atlanticus
      Atlanticus
      Hey, guy! Hope to see u back on track, soon!
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    3. Elucelom
      Elucelom
      Having a little trouble getting back on my feet.
      1. Atlanticus
        Atlanticus
        It's okay (I think) to catch your breath and get mentally focused before re-entering the ring -- seems a more promising technique than to hurry back without added mental prep and reflection. It won't be long before you remember all too well why you were fighting this fight and will return with an adjusted strategy and an even firmer resolve. We have faith in you!
        May 4, 2017
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    4. Elucelom
      Elucelom
      Well, relapsed, but ready to try again
      1. Elucelom
        Elucelom
        I did go 33 days though, and I am proud of that.
        May 3, 2017
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      2. Atlanticus
        Atlanticus
        Hey guy! What with the recent wet dreams and Grindr it seemed likely a relapse might be coming. Still, you had a GREAT streak of hard mode PMO and clearly have a lot of willpower! Congratulations!! After taking a deep breath...and perhaps a little time to refocus, we look forward to your return to the fold. Cheers!
        May 3, 2017
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      3. Gamekeeper89
        Gamekeeper89
        I am glad that you are proud of yourself that you managed 33 days - that is certainly an achievement. And it shows strength of mind that you're already up for trying again. Respect.
        May 3, 2017
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    5. Elucelom
      Elucelom
      Damn grindr
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      3. Gamekeeper89
        Gamekeeper89
        I deleted Grindr last Thursday, a few days before joining NoFap. I think it was a good decision. Grindr produces a mindset of 'always searching' and 'never finding'; i.e. the hedonist's paradox.
        May 3, 2017
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      4. Gamekeeper89
        Gamekeeper89
        I got a surge of temptation yesterday when I saw a really hot guy walking down the train platform and thought hmm.. I wonder if he's on Grindr? But I have uninstalled the app so I couldn't check, and I don't intend on installing it again anytime soon. Let's talk more about this if you would like any help/advice about getting rid of it/being free of it.
        May 3, 2017
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      5. Elucelom
        Elucelom
        Lol, yeah, I actually had grindr uninstalled for about 2 months. I usually only have it for a few days at a time, to check to see if anything has changed, and then moving on. I'm not even sure why I downloaded it again. I guess I was getting desperate. Ah well. You live and you learn.
        May 3, 2017
    6. Elucelom
      Elucelom
      Really wanting to fap, but gonna restrain myself. Ugh, this is hard.
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      3. Atlanticus
        Atlanticus
        it's hard because it seems like a real need. only it isn't! 5 minutes later you're distracted, doing something engaging, or talking with your colleagues... and "poof", the addiction-created mirage of this would-be need is gone and... seeing you're no longer vulnerable, it retreats to its hole in the ground, thinking it'll try another day. and you?
        just that bit stronger inside, coz without trials we can never grow!
        May 2, 2017
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      4. Ali Prins
        Ali Prins
        so true, you are so full of wiseness.
        May 3, 2017
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      5. Atlanticus
        Atlanticus
        Haha! Perhaps; or wise-nose-ness:)
        May 22, 2017
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    7. Elucelom
      Elucelom
      Idk if it was the wet dream last night or what, but I've been having more boners today than I have had in weeks!
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      2. Atlanticus
        Atlanticus
        i'm sure that's true:)
        however, i admire your commitment!!
        don't tell me it was all because your flesh was "really" weak"" (just kiddin' guy; if i didn't respect u i couldn't mess with you)!
        GOOD LUCK -- and congrats at having this..... problem!
        May 1, 2017
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      3. Elucelom
        Elucelom
        Lol, no, that flesh is not quite so weak at the moment. haha. Once again, it is reassuring.
        May 1, 2017
      4. Elucelom
        Elucelom
        Tempting yes, but at least reassuring. haha
        May 1, 2017
    8. Elucelom
      Elucelom
      Last night, I had my first wet dream in probably years. Progress I guess? I woke up afraid I had reset, but I was definitely asleep! haha
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      2. Bearish
        Bearish
        Damn....I've only had those maybe once or twice in my lifetime. Was it nice?
        May 1, 2017
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      3. Elucelom
        Elucelom
        At the very least it was reassuring. haha
        May 1, 2017
      4. Bearish
        Bearish
        I'll look forward to it. The sheets need changing anyhow.
        May 1, 2017
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    9. Elucelom
      Elucelom
      Sorry I haven't really been active. I'm 4 weeks tonight, but it has been discouraging. I figured no one wants to hear "Still horny as heck."
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      2. Elucelom
        Elucelom
        Idk, I've been pretty depressed honestly. That's for reaching out. I'm still going, but it's been hard keeping up to motivation to keep going. As for replacing the PMO... I mean, I'm generally busy. But I don't think there really is a true replacement for any of that in my life.
        Apr 29, 2017
      3. Atlanticus
        Atlanticus
        Thanks for your message! We're really "better together" as they say... So, I've always admired your amazing determination, but I've been wondering about your developing a healthy lifestyle instead of this addiction! Of course, there are PLENTY of things to do to make yourself happier than PMO (which is an illusion anyway). If you ever wanna explore this in a "conversation", let me know! Stay with us, guy!
        Apr 30, 2017
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      4. Atlanticus
        Atlanticus
        check the convo again. thx.
        Apr 30, 2017
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    10. Elucelom
      Elucelom
      Well, today will be 3 weeks. Honestly, its a miracle I've gotten this far.
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      2. Elucelom
        Elucelom
        Thank you! I really appreciate the support! You too!
        Apr 21, 2017
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      3. bunnyheartbeat
        bunnyheartbeat
        c: glad to be of some help. thank youu too!
        Apr 21, 2017
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      4. Atlanticus
        Atlanticus
        Fantastic news! Your discipline and resolve are very impressive!!
        Apr 24, 2017
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    11. Elucelom
      Elucelom
      Almost to 20 days. Trying to stay motivated. Its sad that the biggest reason I haven't fallen today is because I don't want to reset.
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    12. Elucelom
      Elucelom
      Dangit my balls hurt
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    13. Elucelom
      Elucelom
      Just another horny day. This is frustrating.
      1. Cole9410
        Cole9410
        The struggle is definitely real friend. Keep fighting the good fight!
        Apr 18, 2017
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      2. Present Kid
        Present Kid
        It gets easier
        Apr 18, 2017
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    14. Elucelom
      Elucelom
      Not gonna lie. Just had a close call. I don't consider it a reset (no pics) but I'm not sure how much longer I'm gonna go without resetting.
      1. Brnf
        Brnf
        Stay strong (y)
        Apr 15, 2017
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      2. Atlanticus
        Atlanticus
        dude, don't know whether you're in hard mode or not, but we'll back you all the way, either way! you're _not_ alone in this!
        Apr 16, 2017
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    15. Elucelom
      Elucelom
      Thank goodness for the panic button. Whoever thought of that was a genius
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      2. Elucelom
        Elucelom
        Doing ok for the moment. Just gotta live moment by moment, right?
        Apr 14, 2017
      3. Atlanticus
        Atlanticus
        Did you get through yesterday alright? You didn't keep talking.... Today, it's I who's ready to jump the 1st humanoid who walks in the door:)
        Apr 14, 2017
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      4. Elucelom
        Elucelom
        I hear ya. Sorry, I got busy yesterday. I got through yesterday, and I'm still going, but... Lol, yeah, I feel ya. Haha
        Apr 15, 2017
    16. Elucelom
      Elucelom
      Ok, getting kinda frustrated. Haven't reset yet, but God, I wish I could!
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    17. Elucelom
      Elucelom
      Feeling lonely tbh. Its at times like this I can only hope all this is worth it. Two weeks tomorrow...
    18. Elucelom
      Elucelom
      The cravings were real yesterday, but for the moment, I'm holding strong!
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    20. Elucelom
      Elucelom
      Today is a good day
      1. LongWayHome
        LongWayHome
        Enjoy the sunshine, brother!
        Apr 10, 2017
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      2. Elucelom
        Elucelom
        Thanks!
        Apr 10, 2017
      3. Strength And Light
        Apr 10, 2017
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    Gender:
    Male
    Birthday:
    May 18, 1990 (Age: 30)
    Location:
    Alabama
    Occupation:
    Jr. Network Engineer
    I'm 26 years old, gay, and mormon (not a particularly good combination, but it is what it is). Looking for support as I try to completely eliminate PMO from my life.

    For those that are LDS, I served my mission in Albania. I went to BYU for a couple years, but couldn't handle it due to my situation.

    I've worked as a Teppanyaki Chef, and Associate Auditor at BYU, and now a Jr. Network Engineer for a manufacturer of wireless ethernet bridges.

    I love questions. Let me know if you have any.

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