En?gma

Fapstronaut, Male, from Utopia

2 years ago, when i started NoF, i had tachycardia for 1 month, last week was really shit and i relapsed 5/7. record of relapses since 2019. Oct 15, 2021 at 6:08 PM

En?gma was last seen:: Oct 21, 2021 at 7:26 AM

1. En?gma
  2 years ago, when i started NoF, i had tachycardia for 1 month, last week was really shit and i relapsed 5/7. record of relapses since 2019.
  
  Oct 15, 2021 at 6:08 PM
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  2. En?gma
    Today is my 6th day without porn again, and i am experimenting the same tachycardia n'shiet. Guys, don't fap.
    
    Oct 15, 2021 at 6:09 PM
    
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  3. En?gma
    This is a great puishment,honestly i deserved it because i dodn't understand much and returnedon old tracks. maybe this conscious ess will open new horizons...
    
    Oct 15, 2021 at 6:13 PM
    
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  4. En?gma
    I feel better today, i writed on my journal about it.
    
    Oct 17, 2021 at 7:21 AM
    
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2. En?gma
  The only way into truth is through one's own annihilation; through dwelling a long time in a state of extreme and total humiliation.
  
  Oct 14, 2021
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    Pain is pleasure and pleasure is pain. Emptiness is form form is emptiness and form is form and emptiness is emptiness
    
    Oct 15, 2021 at 12:56 PM
    
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  4. modern milarepa
    Pain is just another idea
    
    Oct 15, 2021 at 12:57 PM
    
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  5. aricking
    The heights of the spirit can only be climbed by passing through the portals of humility - Rudolf Steiner
    
    Oct 15, 2021 at 1:32 PM
    
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3. En?gma
  unable to sleep :c
  
  Oct 3, 2021
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  2. En?gma
    @FirefromAbove this happen when too many settlements need your help and you answer to their requests.
    
    Oct 3, 2021
    
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  3. FirefromAbove
    Fuck dem lazy ass fools!
    
    Oct 3, 2021
    
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4. En?gma
  https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=iBvuyCSrMDc epic for relax.
  
  Sep 26, 2021
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5. En?gma
  Bye Ice:D, thanks for share instant dialogues in my comments here!
  
  Sep 24, 2021
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6. En?gma
  I done like 10 days without watch porn, i don't want to calculate the numbers of the days, for now i stay here in the middle, in the now.
  
  Sep 20, 2021
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  i'd like to go to the place where you're from.
  
  Sep 15, 2021
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  2. En?gma
    If you are talking about Utopia, i agree, is probably the only place were braindeath have no power. If you are talking about Switzerland, is where all the hypocrits flow.
    
    Sep 15, 2021
    
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    ;-; don't they have really good chocolates though?
    
    Sep 15, 2021
    
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    @ICE :D i live in the southern part of it and we make the best chocolate of Switzerland (Chocolat Stella) Swiss German can only learn from us, they pretend to be expert of chocolate but we own the best. The only worhty opponent are the Belgian brothers, but the real surprise is the Ghanese "FairAfric", i love it.
    
    Sep 15, 2021
    
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8. En?gma
  Who is the genius paladin of democracy that deleted my post about Pedowood, that post will make users of this forum open pineal gland.
  
  Sep 15, 2021
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    @AtomicTango I mean the off topic section is litteralty a trash talking. It seem that my post wasn't even deleted but just hidden because when i open the browser from this kindle it said that i don't have permission to watch it (My own post...?) but it can be a bug and it w as truly deleted. If instead the mod egoistical hidden it for themself then is just like Eva eat all the fruit and refuse to give it to Adamo.
    
    Sep 15, 2021
    
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    some documents say that after normalizing some taboo pratices with Overton window, now is time for pedophilia, with people that already say you are a pedophobe and "it's just a sex orientation" and you will be blamed.
    
    Sep 15, 2021
    
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    Maybe in 20 years someone will post the same video i posted today and everyone will larp saying: "Lul sisbro is perfectly normal touch the private parts of your daughter :3" this is what is expected for a pre-Huxleyan world
    
    Sep 15, 2021
    
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9. En?gma
  Too many triggers in my brain! I am resisting well but it suck.
  
  Sep 13, 2021
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10. En?gma
  I agree with Plato when he say that sex, love, ecc...should be avoided if they distract you when you are contemplating ideas, things, forms.
  
  Sep 13, 2021
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    @ICE :D Is a lot of time that i am thinking that orgasm is just for reproduction. Condoms, ecc...are just scams..indiscriminate sex is just a consequence of the pervert 68. But wasn't better before, it just stopped to be a taboo.
    
    Sep 14, 2021
    
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    yes... but i'm sure only a few of us realize...
    
    Sep 14, 2021
    
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  5. En?gma
    @ICE :D because we have ben brainly depravated by thinking that sexuality is the only thing that matter in society, with ''scientists'' that say that reproduction is the objective of the life...lol then return monkey and stop to try to understand the laws of the universe.
    
    Sep 14, 2021
    
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11. En?gma
  I think i will stay away from tech for 3-4 days, lul bye :3
  
  Sep 10, 2021
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12. En?gma
  The biggest lesson i learn today is that Ginger root is nof different than paprika when we talk about lower zones. Damn, IT BURN!!!
  
  Sep 8, 2021
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13. En?gma
  Actually i consumed sufficently my frontal lobe that now i can do a new serious streak.
  
  Sep 8, 2021
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    Maybe so, but it takes pretty much everybody some time to get back at it.
    
    Sep 8, 2021
    
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    @Chris_Cactusblossom Yep i read that some people after a relapse, they relapse like 3-4 time in the same day. For me just one make me feel extremly tired
    
    Sep 8, 2021
    
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    Then you need to be specially careful with your energy - it's extra precious.
    
    Sep 8, 2021
    
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14. En?gma
  fak dopamine i need to be a dead body
  
  Sep 7, 2021
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15. En?gma
  Our big bro Deku leaved us again :(
  
  Sep 7, 2021
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16. aricking
  Looks like we are both from the uchiha clan!
  
  Sep 4, 2021
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  2. En?gma
    @aricking the only clan that really matter and Hyuga of course.
    
    Sep 4, 2021
    
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17. En?gma
  rip computer and all the fallout 3 saves and mods in it lul
  
  Sep 4, 2021
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  https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=h-d4wXYJNCo Your first awaken
  
  Aug 28, 2021
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    https://youtu.be/Xr257tEpsWA
    
    Aug 31, 2021
    
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    https://youtu.be/_2c8Ut5_6v0
    
    Sep 5, 2021
    
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19. En?gma
  Some days ago i lost my bike lock key and lost my dumb phone. Then today i lost the second lock key. The cause is the Full Moon. IS A FACT.
  
  Aug 24, 2021
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20. En?gma
  People that spam "skgndka" or spam scam products on OffTopic section are the best and interesting users of the site, e Choosed Ones.
  
  Aug 23, 2021
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