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Some of the Pharisees asked Jesus, “When will the kingdom of God come?”

Jesus answered, “God’s kingdom is coming, but not in a way that you will be able to see with your eyes. People will not say, ‘Look, here it is!’ or, ‘There it is!’ because God’s kingdom is within you.”

I had 80 days of complete retention, i didn't touch my dick for 80 days, my hands were completly cutted, but i didn't "released" it during sleep for 80 days. Anyway now i am fine i will focus on Steiner book Theosophy and then i will start my Taoism books.

@Conquering Winner this evening we have a full moon so i will exit with my bike and watch it, it seem a weird thing from the romantic movement of 1800 but is cool.

Good luck.

Because they don't allow porn. AND their nation print their own money.

No, you still have access to your body, wherever you are. :D You must learn to control yourself. ผ(•̀_•́ผ)

@theMotivator Is not hard to control, 1yourself if you don't use internet. I experienced masturbation without P and Wilhelm reich said the same, after a while you get bored of masturbation so or you relapse or you stop to masturbate.

@Conquering Winner My greatest enemy is Audio Porn, that suck.

Then stop it. Should be easy.

Nice fight man , should be proud yourself.

That's awesome! Keep up the good work.

Finally i had a streak of 30 days without searching any single scene of porn...and i didn't even have a porn blocker, this is amazing!

Congratulations! Keep it up!

Grande ;)

That's awesome!

Good luck eheh Have a nice read then.

@aricking i recently bought all the other books of Steiner, but i will be soon busy with White Nights by Dostoijevski and Chadzi Murat by Tolstoj so i think i will start then in april or after 15 march.

Yep many users after 100-200 start to miss why they stop fap and can't resist urges...i need to focus.

There is no 'hard part' brother, don't fall into that trap. Always know that you are capable of handling every damn crap that may arise tomorrow or 50 days later..no weakness, no doubts, stay sharp this moment, that is the most potent resource. Keep winning :)

@black_coyote i writed because my two last streak i relapsed at 74 and 82 so that is the moment where i can't handle it anymore, let's see...

Ah..okay..I went through similar phase...used to relapse at around 60s..Used to get nervous around that period. Add to that self-sabotaging tendency and you have a recipe for downfall. I'd say to try to stay as sharp and on the edge as possible every day. Maybe treat every day like Day one..Keep winning :)

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