Keep a log/diary of your feelings when you relapse. Read them for reference. That's what I plan to do. Nonetheless, keep pressing onwards!
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12 hours later, I'm back on the PMO-free road. Thank you for the support, everyone! I'd be here all night tagging, but you know who you are!
Please, PLEASE, for the sake of your health, don't relapse in an extreme way. No emotion hurts more than guilt, sorrow and regret.
I need sleep, but I can't. My mind's too full of every unpleasant thought right now.
I've been hurt in relationships before. I've been taken advantage of before. Why did I do the same things to my boyfriend?
This guilt. I don't understand why I've done this. WHY is this still happening? Why can't I just be moral and clean?
Relapsed. I freakin' relapsed. I went on a sexual chatsite while my boyfriend was asleep. Why the hell am I such a walking disappointment?
I got a PM from someone saying my previous avatar triggered him. To all: I didnt mean to make you uncomfortable in any way! Forward we move!
Those goats are huge
I haven't felt so happy in my life. From my boyfriend, to my girlfriends, to people on here, to God, I have a slew of people supporting me.
Im up, quite a bit earlier than usual, but I feel recharged and much more at ease today than yesterday. Now, time for a little yoga session!
Physically fatigued; mentally exhausted. It's early, but I need to sleep. Praying for a more productive Thursday.
I'm up now, and I'm glad to say: I didn't relapse! In fact, I have almost no urge now. Yay for mini victories!
Had quite a romantic dream (nothing really sexual), and the urges returned! But I am DETERMINED to win this battle! And to get more sleep!
I woke up quite early, yet no perception of exhaustion overwhelms me. A few more hours then I'm off to do Zumba with my ladies!
I want to end PMO, and be a virtuous young lady. Thanks to all the support I've had, and support that I will be getting! -
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