FallingPetals

Lightning and storms here :(

:( sad
BUT think of the weekend that is to come Zee… oh sweet weekend. Imagine how you can sleep in and have time to yourself.

My goodness I am tired but have mo option

sleep is pretty vital to life. Try not to pull all nighters if there are alternatives :)

What can you offer to this place? Better question :)

Would you be better off without this place?

Thanks for your input/questions guys. Don’t have any answers yet though

Felt the same urges tonight. Not sleeping alone so that’s going to keep me somewhat safe from myself inshallah

"Not sleeping alone" is the right course of action. You have my respect!!!!!

Do your best :)

Perhaps you'll find him where you least expect it

Only in your mind. That's really pessimistic, but you're a strong, intelligent, hardworking woman, habibti. You don't need anyone to save you.

@Pisceangriffyndor
never said I was damsel in distress :) thanks for your positive words though

My goodness I feel so exhausted tho. WAY too much socialising. How do extroverts not get tired of talking?

Feels so cluttery.

Dont give up. Keep going. You can do it.

Burnout maybe

That is called depression

Nah, it's not THAT

It's freaking insane, isn't it?!

Try to read some books if you can!

Im not actually going to disappear! Dont worry and thanks for the concern. Just feel weird feelings at times :)

I m always here sister ❤

I love you :) and we can always talk maybe if you need to vent or something

But if you tell yourself simply, that I'm not someone that does this, then you register yourself as someone who simply doesn't do it. You don't put effort into "trying to quit" anymore. You just don't do this thing, that's it.

The thing for me is that I believe after I've proven something. I am an exercise person due to experience, I am a reading person etc. I don't quite know how to make it true by believing it, by saying it to myself. I think some people might be slower in changing..

However, maybe I think I'm slow to change because I believe that!

And remember that there are people who see you a successful person, a warrior, organized with deep thinking and a good heart. Many wish to be like you.

"The Messenger of Allah, may the peace and blessings of Allah be upon him, said: 'Adhere to righteousness even though you will not be able to do all the good acts". And said: "Religion is very easy and whoever overburdens himself in his religion will not be able to continue in that way. So you should not be extremists, but try to be near to perfection and receive the good tidings that you will be rewarded".

@FallingPetals I'm sorry you are going through a rough time little one. Here is the biggest hug that I can give to you right now.
HUGGGGGGGGGG

Alhamdulillah I am well

Alhamdulillah. Keep going on!

“When Allah tests you, it is never to destroy you. When He removes something in your possession, it is only in order to empty your hands for an even greater gift.”

True.