FallingPetals

Thank you for asking, I am doing better

That's great

Goodluck! We really need pure brained like you to progress :D

@ARCEUS i have no idea what that’s supposed to mean but thanks? Lol

But my own words are so hollow to me. God forbid, if I do relapse, it will be like a repeat of what happened last year during the same months

Im just tired and feel like quitting everything

you don't need to fail in order to fill your words in meaning... there are enough stories of misery and tribulations in these forums. through identifying with these stories you can feel the pain through AT LEAST ten different perspectives... you'll be able to chose your meaning. i'm proud of you for having hung on for two more days! -another soul sailing in the fog.

Feeling really low.

i feel your pain... turn off your computer... move your phone to another room in a box inside another box. i'll pray for you.

Inspired to make a change
Inspired to put in more effort

I think I am running out of strength. I need to have a good cry. Oh wait, I did cry last night. Seems like it wasn’t enough though

Lightning and storms here :(

:( sad
BUT think of the weekend that is to come Zee… oh sweet weekend. Imagine how you can sleep in and have time to yourself.

My goodness I am tired but have mo option

sleep is pretty vital to life. Try not to pull all nighters if there are alternatives :)

What can you offer to this place? Better question :)

Would you be better off without this place?

Thanks for your input/questions guys. Don’t have any answers yet though

Felt the same urges tonight. Not sleeping alone so that’s going to keep me somewhat safe from myself inshallah

"Not sleeping alone" is the right course of action. You have my respect!!!!!

Do your best :)

Perhaps you'll find him where you least expect it

Only in your mind. That's really pessimistic, but you're a strong, intelligent, hardworking woman, habibti. You don't need anyone to save you.

@Pisceangriffyndor
never said I was damsel in distress :) thanks for your positive words though

My goodness I feel so exhausted tho. WAY too much socialising. How do extroverts not get tired of talking?

Feels so cluttery.

Dont give up. Keep going. You can do it.

Burnout maybe

That is called depression

Nah, it's not THAT