Fantasia

Let's count till day 90 hope i will not go on Twitch -the realm of degeneration-

I need to maximize the abstinence, and stop playing or just scroll youtube trash.

Right there i have my Holderlin, Jünger, Goethe and many others of my favorite authors. Pornography just waste my time i could use to read these great thinkers and poets.

Today i just compromised this whole body due to a relapse.

@整列するおとこ about Japanese authors i like Mishima, a warrior against his time.

Btw i am reading Stalingrad by Vassili Grossman, is an huge and complicated book due to all these names, but i am dealing with it. Sequel as a similar ammount of pages, called ''Life and Fate''.

I am at page 500!

You can do this and you will :)

We should not relapse just for a seconds of mere pleasure right?

Exactly, it's really bad deal

Peppa

I'm not experimenting that damn brainfog I get when I wake up and i wake up early (before i usually wake up at 8am, now i wake up at 6:30am, despite i am not working. It seem like the 6 hours sleep make me more lucid than the 7-8 hours satanic sleep.

First time i looked at porn i was like 11-12 years old, i was inside a flashgames site and there was litteraly a section called ''porn section''. Imagine putting it in a damn site where only kids enter in it. Demoniac.

:D

Day 2

good. keep going.my day 4

If you have a brain, you will detect all that propaganda and being immune to it and enjoy the book anyway. If you don't like that period of Russia, how these characters are painted probably will result fastidious and you will close the book. I startes to enjoy it only after page 110.

@Cirilla you don't even know how many time i wasted 3-4 hours on edging just for feelcbad because i wasn't able to spend my time on read, study,biking, ecc...

Then I'm also happy that you found this site and are determined to get better :)

Nofap is magic!