Yes: everything starts with being the best you can be.. but, you're already trying, working, hoping, reaching out in faith. The Lord of all extends his arms and invitation to you. Let us go to Him, together
Glad you are here. Please do PM at any time if you need in-depth support, sir. I understand what it's like to have a crisis of faith. The LDS group in NoFap are awesome, so do lean on us!!