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Yeah! I am doing fine. Thanks for asking.

Yeah! I am doing good. Sorry for late reply, actually I was little busy with my preparation for exams, and therefore wasn't checking social media. How are things going with you?

Not good at all sorry for responding you very late because to be honest I wasn't busy on my work or hobbies I was binging put thank god that I keep trying for some reason why even when things seem meaningless. Also how you do it bro.

all the best mate .. which stream ??

Science stream

noice :)

You feeling better?

Yeah! Much better than before.

That's good to hear.

Sweet line

Hell Yeah! And that loss implies loss of fears primarily I guess, and being in the satori state.

I like this kind of streak, it was completely effortless. Just do what you love, or try to develop some new skills and you won't even realize that you were trying to fight something.

Good to hear from you dude :)

@Starman123 sorry for late reply.
That lockdown is disgusting and is spoiling everyone's life. I hope it ends fast. In our country they are again thinking of imposing lockdown, they will impose it by December, before end of this year.

@Starman123 You will have to learn to enjoy your life while staying at house, we can't trust government, they might hold it for more 2 or 3 months.

oh yeah lets be bad bois, anarchy and shit. Get over your edgy phase already. What matters are you actions you do today that you can look back 10 years later. Not giving a fuck is nothing to be proud of. You don't become a good because you do good for yourself.

Please man, I know all those things, and after all I am not doing bad with anyone, I am just not attempting a exam, You might call me lazy, but I don't feel like wasting my time on that paper. Anyway, our teacher never corrects these papers, he randomly puts marks, only final exams marks matters.

The point that you are missing is that this right here defines your grades by defining your attitude. I really don't like to talk down people's work but if you would see my time schedule you would shit bricks. If you don't want to serve others change your attitude towards work. "If I cease becoming better, I shall cease to be good"

I was aware practicing mindfulness, and still it felt like I have woke up from a long sleep. Feeling refreshed and positive.

I feel like, I am sinking into the hell, but feel too much tired and frightened, there is no motivation to save myself or to do anything good.

Tweak your strats. Spend a good amount of time thinking what you’re missing.
Believe.

The answer is in your own words: God.
Go back to Him. His love is the thing you need.
His love will give you the strength.
He wants to be your protection shield.
And I know it works.

It was like a sleepy state, I was completely lost in myself, had many negative thoughts etc. but I am happy that I am out of those feelings now. I am feeling awake again.

It made me feel that low points are important or else we can never feel happiness.

Doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results is insanity

Don't worry. I relapsed for months Till I managed to get to Day 72.

After that, I relapsed like 5-6 times for weeks. I'm back on the journey.

You knew spending time on this site makes you relapse. Leave it for sometimes, for sometimes the best thing one should do to progress is to avoid some things and some people.

Up and out.
You got this.
Stay aware like you are rn.

Yeah! I was awake because that day I had slept in afternoon for 5 hours and at night I was initially watching movie explanations than I came across a really bad thumbnail.
Ah! I shouldn't have messed up with my sleep cycle.

Lol I was pretty surprised to see you update that late/early since most of the Indians here aren't active at that time. I go on Google to check and I see it's 4 AM there XD I legit thought u pulled an allnighter because of insomnia from urges.
Anwyay, you know better now.

Yes of course, but it is not the solution. thoughts lead to feelings, feelings to action, so control your thoughts, try to not even think about it.

It's natural if you will think that you don't need to think about something then you will for sure begin to think about it, so instead of telling yourself not to think about it, find another topic to think about. Mind won't remain calm, so don't allow it to do anything, give him some new topic to think.

That's exactly what happened, thoughts led to actions. And this is a chain effect, one leads to another one. Constant awareness is the key. Let's find where is our failure and get up!

This is in itself great realization friend. Don't worry, keep very small target say 12 hrs and just take at least one step more than previous... It helps alot

arrogance is so common with a streak, but you will manage to build bigger one with healthier mindset .

Glory lies in beating urges .

Prepare for glory .

Is your time to prove some .

On! Move on brother.
Be more careful.